Women

[elmlorough]

I shall never understand women. It seems as if they do the opposite of what you think they are going to do but even when you think they are going to do the opposite they go and do what you thought of before. They can be happy during one second and then sad the next. This is completely weird. Some girls think guys do the same but I am not quite sure

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Re: it has nothing to do with the fact that im a girl...

[elmlorough]

I understand the fact that this doesn't have do to do with anything that I have done and I do see that this isn't easy for you. Trying to explain yourself to anyone is a hard enough job for anyone. Except you might think that I'll wake up in the moring and be fine but my life isn't that simple either. I have helped alot of people with problems, even if its just listening. I also might not find another girl that is better. I don't always look for looks its the soul that I search for not the temporary shell that we are all contained in. I've helped people with their problems but I have to deal with mine by myself. I find myself unable to show my true self and so nobody knows mem my soul. What everyone sees about me is my shell, it seems happy and everything, but its the soul that has its pain, the shell just covers it and shows everyone what they want to see and what they expect to see. Everyone might think of me as happy and bouncy but the truth is, I'm not. Most everything that you see me do is an act. When I am with someone I care about the shell slips and a cornor of my soul appears if just for a fraction of a second. Everyone needs someone to help them and to care for them. Just people don't admit it. I have learned not to judge people by thier shell, but by their soul. This is also hard for me. Well thats all I'm going to say for now, if you ever want to try and talk theres always e-mail.

Elmlorough