the reason
Assalamualaikum and hI
He is unexpected in so many ways. Sometimes he treat me better, sometimes he doesn't care about me
kadang2 manja, kadang2 moody..
But no matter how the way he treat me, I know he loves me sincerely.
and that why he ask me not to meet him anymore.
He said if you believe me, believe that I really love you , believe that I won't cheat on you.
then you don't have to worry other things.
He said that " I want to be a better person for you"
so, no need for us to constantly meet. take care of our relationship
InsyaAllah, if we take care our relationship with Allah, Allah will take care ours.
At first, I cant accept the fact that we wont meet anymore.
I don't know if I able not to see him anymore.
But when I think back, why do I have to worry and scared to do good things.
Leaves all to Allah
Allah will help us.
And last night, he gives me this song.
He ask me to listen to the lyrics,
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I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you