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So yah i havent updated in awhile.. sorry
Around tuesday night, i had a feeling. A feeling i have never experienced before. Everything in the world seemed to come down on me at once. I thought about random things, about how when things were good, about how i am going to deal with money problems, about how my next paycheck goes to groceries. It made me think, everyone who grows up living life not having a job will never learn the aspects of becoming an adult. To me im lucky, every since i can remember i have helped my mom budget money, taken all the money i have earned to help out around the house or for good causes. I dont take what i have for granted unless its clothes, which i have paid for. Everyone who grows up on their parents money not knowing a problem besides who they are going to sit with the next morning or if they have nothing to do that weekend, wont experience becoming an adult or maturing when they are teenagers, they will experience it when they go off to college or when they are in the real world having to make it on their own. Other things that i thought about were, how my mom is getting sued. My mom didnt have a job for two years and did the best she could raising my brother and I with what she had, she maxed her credit cards paying for drivers ed and trips to europe. So now with no money and paying little by little on those credit cards, one decides to sue her and now she has to pay thousands not to have to go to court. To me its funny because they dont think about how if a person cant afford to pay off a credit card how are they going to afford to be sued or even court fees. Also what ran through my head was past times with friends. I miss going out of the weekends with everyone as a whole group and having a good time. Drinking some, throwing parties, boxing matches outside my house, going to kingwood for mike and jarons apartment, jessie and seans apartment, maries parties, jason and derricks parties, eating at jack n tha box at 4 in the morning, coming home at 5 when my mom is getting rede for work and reading popsicle jokes to her as trey compliments her, dancing on barstools at amys, smoking with paul and tyler, having danielle over everynight of everyweekend and talking about everything about each other and always finding out something new, david coming over and watching the OC with me or coming over to smoke and watch a movie, maki trey and steven coming over at 4 in the morning for a place to sleep. What i miss most of all is everyone getting along and not just dropping by my house for the random parties i throw, but to just say hey. Not to bore you with my past times in atascocita, but i miss them and will cherish them forever.
Today is friday. I didnt go to work wednesday because i thought i was off that day and worked thursday i had to backwards and that lead to my boss yelling at me calling me stupid for not being able to read the schedule. Which lead to me putting in my two weeks.
Im off to clean for my mom who i love so much :)
eLLy
Around tuesday night, i had a feeling. A feeling i have never experienced before. Everything in the world seemed to come down on me at once. I thought about random things, about how when things were good, about how i am going to deal with money problems, about how my next paycheck goes to groceries. It made me think, everyone who grows up living life not having a job will never learn the aspects of becoming an adult. To me im lucky, every since i can remember i have helped my mom budget money, taken all the money i have earned to help out around the house or for good causes. I dont take what i have for granted unless its clothes, which i have paid for. Everyone who grows up on their parents money not knowing a problem besides who they are going to sit with the next morning or if they have nothing to do that weekend, wont experience becoming an adult or maturing when they are teenagers, they will experience it when they go off to college or when they are in the real world having to make it on their own. Other things that i thought about were, how my mom is getting sued. My mom didnt have a job for two years and did the best she could raising my brother and I with what she had, she maxed her credit cards paying for drivers ed and trips to europe. So now with no money and paying little by little on those credit cards, one decides to sue her and now she has to pay thousands not to have to go to court. To me its funny because they dont think about how if a person cant afford to pay off a credit card how are they going to afford to be sued or even court fees. Also what ran through my head was past times with friends. I miss going out of the weekends with everyone as a whole group and having a good time. Drinking some, throwing parties, boxing matches outside my house, going to kingwood for mike and jarons apartment, jessie and seans apartment, maries parties, jason and derricks parties, eating at jack n tha box at 4 in the morning, coming home at 5 when my mom is getting rede for work and reading popsicle jokes to her as trey compliments her, dancing on barstools at amys, smoking with paul and tyler, having danielle over everynight of everyweekend and talking about everything about each other and always finding out something new, david coming over and watching the OC with me or coming over to smoke and watch a movie, maki trey and steven coming over at 4 in the morning for a place to sleep. What i miss most of all is everyone getting along and not just dropping by my house for the random parties i throw, but to just say hey. Not to bore you with my past times in atascocita, but i miss them and will cherish them forever.
Today is friday. I didnt go to work wednesday because i thought i was off that day and worked thursday i had to backwards and that lead to my boss yelling at me calling me stupid for not being able to read the schedule. Which lead to me putting in my two weeks.
Im off to clean for my mom who i love so much :)
eLLy