Dec 31, 2005 01:29
Well well well...it certainly has been some time hasn't it? I am home for Christmas break and nearing the end of my 10 days in Hastings as I go home on the 2nd. I probably shouldn't be looking as forward to it as I am, but that is life and I think the time has come when I realize that while I of course do not despise everything about my hometown and living at home, I do need my independance and actually enjoy a bit of anonymity. It seems that everywhere I go in town I run into about a dozen people that I know and must talk to otherwise it just seems rude...I am tired of being so "acceptable" in my hometown, something my mother makes a priority in her life and ours. I think I have become someone different from my mother. While we do have some similarities, there are so many things that are astoundingly different but that I cannot share completely when I am here. "Home" is such and interesting thing, and allows one to see the ways in which one has changed. Anyway, I must be going as it is quite late and I am rather tired. Goodnight and perhaps I will update more frequently this new year...perhaps...;)