ewww hungover
the show opened last nite. it went really well and we had an audience of nearly 100 which was highly unexpected on opening nite. the show itself was pretty damn good. only a few minor hitches, but its all sorted. the knife will hopefully stay in my back tonite lol.
the opening nite after party was at my place. turned into a drunken orgy, but thats ok. ppl were hooking up all over the place, and i hooked up with a cast member who then went home this morning and dumped his gilfriend of over a yr. he called me at lunchtime, and burst into tears. he wanted to tell me the break-up had nothing to do with me or last nite but i still feel awful. i kissed sumone elses boyfriend, and thats a terrible thing to do. i can't believe i did that and i'm really ashamed and disgusted with myself. i did an audrey - i hated her for being with jim cos u just dont go after other ppls partners, but now i'v totally sunk to her level.
*sigh* better get going. have the show again tonight. at least i've stopped vommiting lol
el
the opening nite after party was at my place. turned into a drunken orgy, but thats ok. ppl were hooking up all over the place, and i hooked up with a cast member who then went home this morning and dumped his gilfriend of over a yr. he called me at lunchtime, and burst into tears. he wanted to tell me the break-up had nothing to do with me or last nite but i still feel awful. i kissed sumone elses boyfriend, and thats a terrible thing to do. i can't believe i did that and i'm really ashamed and disgusted with myself. i did an audrey - i hated her for being with jim cos u just dont go after other ppls partners, but now i'v totally sunk to her level.
*sigh* better get going. have the show again tonight. at least i've stopped vommiting lol
el