fuck fuck fuck
The couple that owns the apartment I rent is putting it up for sale. Man. MAN.
I love this apartment. After some terrible experiences in other apartments, I am so happy here! I love the neighbourhood and the building and the space I have here. And now I likely have to move, darn it!
This brings me to my dilemma; I promised myself if I moved again it would be into a place I owned. But in the last year the last of my friend group has packed up and moved away, leaving me here alone, with my family on the other side of the country. I'm pretty sure I don't actually want to buy a place here - I love Vancouver, but I have no real reasons for staying anymore beyond "well, at least everyone here hates the snow as much as I do." But still. Back east is a fine place to be, but going back alone, with a so-so job and nothing really accomplished in the 11 years I've been out west feels like such a defeat. Ugh. UGH.
And worse: now I have to fucking clean so they can show the place. Damn it!
I think I am just going to sit here on my couch and curse for a while. The couch that I bought 6 months ago and is too heavy to move, really. DAMN IT.
I love this apartment. After some terrible experiences in other apartments, I am so happy here! I love the neighbourhood and the building and the space I have here. And now I likely have to move, darn it!
This brings me to my dilemma; I promised myself if I moved again it would be into a place I owned. But in the last year the last of my friend group has packed up and moved away, leaving me here alone, with my family on the other side of the country. I'm pretty sure I don't actually want to buy a place here - I love Vancouver, but I have no real reasons for staying anymore beyond "well, at least everyone here hates the snow as much as I do." But still. Back east is a fine place to be, but going back alone, with a so-so job and nothing really accomplished in the 11 years I've been out west feels like such a defeat. Ugh. UGH.
And worse: now I have to fucking clean so they can show the place. Damn it!
I think I am just going to sit here on my couch and curse for a while. The couch that I bought 6 months ago and is too heavy to move, really. DAMN IT.