Apr 10, 2006 19:06
anyway, i finally managed to reset my password and find a spare 5 minutes in my hectic life. ha ha its funny cos i have no LIFE.
and i thought u all deserved a proper update. bu tim not making any promises.
I cant tell you how happy i am (actually i can and WILL- pretty damn happy!) that the term is nearly over. Ive finished all my assignments apart from photography and i guess i coudl do some maths....
So anywya, am feeling relatively shit. Well more emotional than bad. I dunno its weird. and theres really no reason. Everyone keeps asking me if im ok cos i apparently look sad all the time?
apparently lewinis going away indefinitley, and by indefinitely i mean its a big word and makes me sound smart and he is a confusing person and didnt really tell me how long he is going for. So i will be lonely in the holidays and be really clingy and make emma and lia and claire sick of me. Nah, maybe it will be good for us to have some time apart, to stop ourselves getting sick of each other and breaking up ....AGAIN. no im lying. I'll be sad without him.
Sometimes i think there's a LOT of things he doesnt tell me.
So ive recovered from my case of AIDS which has been taking over my life for the past week.
I've been thinking a lot about france, and how i cant wait and how much i hate mr "encyclopaedia(thats not how u spell it is it?)" (thanks freya) AND HOW MUCH I AM ACTUALLY FAILING FRench and really dont like our teacher.
I have tafe tomorrow, which means i get to hear all about how some guy cant remeber the entire year 8 because he just smoked " so much shit" and how he regrets it and really wants some pot right now and how another guys dad is in jail for selling weed and would i like to buy some.
anyway, thats basically my life for now. Im pretty screwed about my party. Emmas parents and catherines parents are going craxy.
There was a concert i really wanted to go to but now i cant remember wat it was...damn.
luv ella