better then I thought <3
My moms surgery went well..she can't talk and wont be able to for about a week..I only cried once but I walked away so she wouldn't see me..I just kept thinking about how nervous she must have been..like having to wait until she had to get operated on..I felt SO bad for her..as soon as we saw her in the recovery room, she BURSTED out crying..we all (brother, dad and me) hugged her..she was so happy to see us..before she had the surgery, she kept bringing up "well what if they screw up and I die?"..she was so afraid *tear*..we kept trying to make her laugh in recovery..I was sitting on the floor while my brother got the chair *makes fist*..it was as hard as a rock anyways..I kept scaring her but in the end making her laugh when I would point to a button on her bed and say.."hmm..whats this?"..or.."well it says 'push'..wonder what would happen" haha
Me and Mr. Schmell didn't fight today *BIG smiles*..he told me he thought about me today haha but he wont tell me about what..apperently it was good though..he likes to keep his own little secrets..that is exactly what he said to me when I found out he liked me "sooo whos the next lucky lady to be dating Elliott?".."my little secret *wink*" what a noob lmao!..I can't wait to see him tomorrow =D!!! we're gonna make lots of food and have a buffet..awww I just can't wait to hug and kiss him..I'm supposed to be cleaning down here but I'm really not in the mood..oh boy he makes me smile...........................................................*one hour later*.....most of the time...<3