I hate boys
I hate being confused and not noeing what to do..I love him to death but he doesn't seem to care that some other guy is telling me to break up with him so I can basically be with the other guy..I mean he cares but when I told him about it all he had to say was.."you could dump me *shrug*"..it actually really hurt cause a guy that loved me as much as I loved them would try anything for me not to break up with them..I mean if some chick was telling Ell to break up with me, I would be furious..I can tell he's upset and stuff..but its just not what I was expecting..I hope he comes over today cause we really need to have a big talk about our relationship.
I start work in half an hour..I'm not even close to being ready....
I love him so much but I don't noe how much longer I can take this. Today will determine everything I guess *cries some more*