No. It's not that what you're saying is wrong, it's just.. oh I dont know. i cant even remember what you said. It made me feel slightly better to see you, but whatever anyone says its not going to help, whoever you are, whatever you say. ive gone past the point of caring about what i do to myself and wether itsa good idea. i dont care what teachers say, notice or think about my amount of attention in lessons right now. i dont have the energy to smile and dance, act normal and concentrate in lessons. i do one mode: zombie. if they think i ought to put more effort itno work right now (i doubt is, as im usually a model *snort* student and i work hard, and ny reason for being exhausted reight now is a valied one). ieve been tlaking to miss micthell and we've decided hat any homeowkr deadlines that can be are going to be chucked in the bin. im just too fuckng tired to keep on going right now, to tired t care. i've already fallenasleep once today apparenly when dr G came onto the balcony totlak to sue & alison, i was sprawled on the floor with my head on my hoodie on the step. i dont remembeer him coming in and i didnt hear the conversation they apparnly had about me (wther i was deador asleep) so inmustve been. ive only fallen alseep durin the day twice in my recoleetcion. i'm going to finish wrting this ad my lj post, then do 10mins piano, then im going to bed. preferably before 7.45.
goodluck with the german corsework (meh i hate thyat stuff i need to chekc over my c/w draft and my oral pres and oral questions by next week reallyaagh)
i love you too. thanks for trying t help. shall keep an eye out for you in shcool.
I'm glad it made you feel better, it made me feel better and then worse when you looked upset D: You are allowed to be a zombie once in a while, you've earned it I reckon. I wanted to go to bed then, but delicious German had other ideas. It's going ok, half done, other half today and then two days to grammar pick ;___; But I'll get there :D Do it at the weekend if you have time, but good luck for you also ♥
goodluck with the german corsework (meh i hate thyat stuff i need to chekc over my c/w draft and my oral pres and oral questions by next week reallyaagh)
i love you too. thanks for trying t help. shall keep an eye out for you in shcool.
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