*crawls out from under a slightly smaller rock than last time*
I need to shut up and actually post on this place more often. I blame the lack of exciting in my life.
I fucked up earlier. I yelled at my best friend in the entire world on her birthday. HER BIRTHDAY. I AM SUCH A BITCH. GOD. It needed to be said what I said, because I'd been bottling it for long time, but I reallyreallyreally wish I'd kept my big mouth shut. I even promised myself I'd be extra cheerful today for her birthday, because I've been grouchy all week so WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?
I'm not sorry I said it, but I just wish I'd said it nicer. And not on her birthday. Or maybe even not at all.
I'm too scared to call her, or even talk to her on msn. We haven't really fought for YEARS. I really don't want to mess this up and I've spent most of the evening in tears. I don't even know why. I'm not the one that got yelled at.
I'm so sorry. I hate it when you say that. But I'm so sorry.
I NOW FEEL EVEN MORE DEPRESSED AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Right, essay.
EDITEDIT: Fuck me with something hard and sandpapery, because that was an anti-climax <3
I fucked up earlier. I yelled at my best friend in the entire world on her birthday. HER BIRTHDAY. I AM SUCH A BITCH. GOD. It needed to be said what I said, because I'd been bottling it for long time, but I reallyreallyreally wish I'd kept my big mouth shut. I even promised myself I'd be extra cheerful today for her birthday, because I've been grouchy all week so WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?
I'm not sorry I said it, but I just wish I'd said it nicer. And not on her birthday. Or maybe even not at all.
I'm too scared to call her, or even talk to her on msn. We haven't really fought for YEARS. I really don't want to mess this up and I've spent most of the evening in tears. I don't even know why. I'm not the one that got yelled at.
I'm so sorry. I hate it when you say that. But I'm so sorry.
I NOW FEEL EVEN MORE DEPRESSED AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Right, essay.
EDITEDIT: Fuck me with something hard and sandpapery, because that was an anti-climax <3