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its 4 in the morning.
and i still have so much to think about.
i dont know what i want in life anymore, everythings a comprimise for me. if i want one thing, i have to sacrafice the other, i guess thats just the way things go.
but im so lost.
i dont know what im doing anymore.
i feel like each action i take will impact my life greatly, or terribly in the future. im a fucking kid, im not supposed to think like that. i need to live my life without being so scared. i care too much about making other people happy. i care so much it sacrafices too much of me. it makes me miserable.
i just want to let myself go.
do whatever i want. get out of here.
hang out with everyone ive ever wanted to.
build bonds, no break them.
i really dont know what im doing, and noone can help me this time.
and i still have so much to think about.
i dont know what i want in life anymore, everythings a comprimise for me. if i want one thing, i have to sacrafice the other, i guess thats just the way things go.
but im so lost.
i dont know what im doing anymore.
i feel like each action i take will impact my life greatly, or terribly in the future. im a fucking kid, im not supposed to think like that. i need to live my life without being so scared. i care too much about making other people happy. i care so much it sacrafices too much of me. it makes me miserable.
i just want to let myself go.
do whatever i want. get out of here.
hang out with everyone ive ever wanted to.
build bonds, no break them.
i really dont know what im doing, and noone can help me this time.