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Im so tired that I feel like im on drugs, im dizzy my head feels heavy but all that fills my head is worries. Worries that my baby will be half retarded or something because he listens to me screaming at my mother so much. And when I scream I mean SCREAM. My bitch mother makes me so angry, pushes me so far that I can't take it anymore. I can sit there and *beg* her just to go away, just to stop talking but she keeps on. Repeats the same thing over and over again. Im just counting the days until im moved out of this shit hole.15 days. Just 15 days and im rid of the pyscho bitch. If she harrases me with her insane phone calls, I will block her number or simply just take it off the hook. Lately I've been at Bill's at LEAST 5 nights a week. When i finally come home I have to listen to a bunch of shit.. and she wonders why I refuse to come home sometimes, she wonders why I never bring my friends over. fdjsklfjdsklfsdjlkfjkls