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The last couple of days are a blur. Mainly because each night I got 5 hours of sleep or less. Im afraid I've said and done some incredibly crazy things because sleep deprivation for me is like drunkeness, less inhibitions.. more like no inhibitions. I have a bad habbit of bringing up the past because i dwell on it , i mentioned that stupid situation to my boyfriend about him leaving me for that girl. I understand why he did it, it was justified, i was a sucky girlfriend. It was justified. It won't ever be brought up again. We're together now. Things are beautiful. Things are great with us now at thats what matters. At home it's a different story, I don't really feel like im at home basically because my dad opened up a 230 dollar credit card bill, courtesy of me. I don't have a job, but my best friend Britney says a job is waiting for me at the sandwich shop when I want it. So i guess I'll have to take it now, i can make 20 dollar monthly payments. It's going to be miserable.. working on my poor pregnant feet but I have no choice.
sighhh where have the days gone
it feels so strange, but sooo good to be well rested nearly 8 hours YUM.
sighhh where have the days gone
it feels so strange, but sooo good to be well rested nearly 8 hours YUM.