Argh
After more than four years, my knee pain is back. Driving my manual transmission for a whopping t is Not Fun. And don't get me started on the fact that I'm bracing for endorphin withdrawal because I haven't run since Saturday morning.
This had better be a short-lived thing, because I don't see how I can handle another round of depression like I had when I was injured last summer. I don't get depressed. Sure, I get upset, mad and sad, but that depression-like state was really something awful. I can't deal with that again.
EDITED a very short time later: I just learned about something that both pissed me off and made me want to curl up in bed and cry -- yes, me, the person who rarely cries and never stays in bed longer than absolutely necessary. Sometimes I hate the way my life has gone, and the way it's going. Can I move far, far away and start over?
This had better be a short-lived thing, because I don't see how I can handle another round of depression like I had when I was injured last summer. I don't get depressed. Sure, I get upset, mad and sad, but that depression-like state was really something awful. I can't deal with that again.
EDITED a very short time later: I just learned about something that both pissed me off and made me want to curl up in bed and cry -- yes, me, the person who rarely cries and never stays in bed longer than absolutely necessary. Sometimes I hate the way my life has gone, and the way it's going. Can I move far, far away and start over?