I submitted my novel to Pitch Wars. I could hear a request from any of the mentors to read the entire manuscript at any time. Or not. I'll know on November 3rd who was chosen to have writing mentors and go through the revision process together.
That is so long!!!
I'm currently:
a) lamenting naming my piece Fantasy Portal novel. I'm not sure it's accurate. :( I THINK I DID THE APPLICATION PART WRONG D: D: D: ;_;
b) maybe my whole novel suuuucks.....
It probably still needs so much work to be better. Or for me to feel really good about querying it to someone else. I was feeling pretty awesome about it a few days ago and today I'm like "THIS IS ALL SHIT".
It's all part of the process though right?
siiiiiiiiiiiggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh.........
writing is hard. I need to do more of it and get even better. Right now I feel like this particular novel may need to be a wash and I should just focus on writing another one. Or maybe I should focus on writing another one AND keep revising this one. That'd probably be the smartest course of action.
Anyway, just needed a moment of freakout. Thanks for listening!