yuck
I feel like things are beginning to stagnate. I haven't so much as stepped outside or even opened a window today, and from what I've heard, it is (or was) a beautiful day. Mehr.
I still don't have a job for the summer... suck. I sent my resume to the Ag Lab in Peoria today, they hire lots of students. However, they don't hire until May, and I'm not hopeful. My resume just isn't that great so far.
I am also super bored. I just watched the saddest episode of ER ever. Probably the saddest thing I have ever seen on tv. It was the episode where Dr. Greene dies, and I don't think I cried as much even when my own Grandma died. I was seriously bawling for an entire hour. I had to stop the episode in the middle because it was physically hurting me to cry so hard, and then when I stopped crying, I started it again. Even typing this right now is making me cry again... I am suck a freaking baby! I hate being so emotional. This is why I have never been to a funeral in my life. I wouldn't be able to take it. I hope I die before anyone I love dies...
Damn... I have also never had a tv show make me actually sad. I feel like I lost a friend or something, as dumb as that sounds. But I have been watching episodes of ER like nonstop for months now, and it almost is like I lost a friend. I have probably spent more time watching ER than seeing my family.
I only have 8 days left of school... but they will be 8 kind of crappy days. I have a huge CS project, and I should have started it like a month ago. I also failed the CS exam I took last night, and when I was really sick last week, I took a bio exam that night with a fever, and I failed that also. It has not been a good two weeks for me. Brendan's also been really busy, so I have been really bored today, with nothing to do. Well, I have stuff to do, but I don't want to do it...
I just want a good job and school to be over... is that too much to ask?
I think I have lived up to my livejournal name in this entry. ...
I still don't have a job for the summer... suck. I sent my resume to the Ag Lab in Peoria today, they hire lots of students. However, they don't hire until May, and I'm not hopeful. My resume just isn't that great so far.
I am also super bored. I just watched the saddest episode of ER ever. Probably the saddest thing I have ever seen on tv. It was the episode where Dr. Greene dies, and I don't think I cried as much even when my own Grandma died. I was seriously bawling for an entire hour. I had to stop the episode in the middle because it was physically hurting me to cry so hard, and then when I stopped crying, I started it again. Even typing this right now is making me cry again... I am suck a freaking baby! I hate being so emotional. This is why I have never been to a funeral in my life. I wouldn't be able to take it. I hope I die before anyone I love dies...
Damn... I have also never had a tv show make me actually sad. I feel like I lost a friend or something, as dumb as that sounds. But I have been watching episodes of ER like nonstop for months now, and it almost is like I lost a friend. I have probably spent more time watching ER than seeing my family.
I only have 8 days left of school... but they will be 8 kind of crappy days. I have a huge CS project, and I should have started it like a month ago. I also failed the CS exam I took last night, and when I was really sick last week, I took a bio exam that night with a fever, and I failed that also. It has not been a good two weeks for me. Brendan's also been really busy, so I have been really bored today, with nothing to do. Well, I have stuff to do, but I don't want to do it...
I just want a good job and school to be over... is that too much to ask?
I think I have lived up to my livejournal name in this entry. ...