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So honestly, like what the fuck. How sad is it when you can't even turn to your own flesh and blood for love, care, and support? Everyone in my life just fucking disappoints me and i hate it. People can be so stupid. Sometimes i enjoy talking to strangers...once you get older you realize that sometimes its the people who dont know you who you enjoy talking to more. They don't know me...they dont know anything about my life save for what's right in front of them at that moment. They dont know drama, they dont know anything...its like a free conversation where you can have fun and just be cool. you dont have to try to impress or make them think a certain way about you....you can be the real you...just minus the deep feelings and drama thats going on in your life.
So last night turned out to be reallll fucked up. Started out cool but ended pretty shitty. Jon, Fontes and his little brother came over to pick me up so we could go to this party in WesCo last night. We ended up leaving like an hour later cuz my brother and sister-in-law and my niece and nephew were home, and we all ended up playing our old school Nintendo for forever. so that was fun. We finally left and got to that party and it was a big ole production...a few kegs, a bar, a dj...battles n contests n shit...and best of all tons of drunk people. Anyway it was all fine and good until me and Jon just had to start arguing over stupid shit. Fuck, thats the worst part of a relationship. I dont know how some couples dont argue. Maybe they just havent been together long enough. I dunno...but anyway we started arguing and that put a damper on shit. We said we were gonna drop it but even after that everything was all quiet with us and whatever. But it was cool at least cuz we had met this dude at the kegs earlier, and he ended up hangin out with me and jon right by the empty kegs. So i just ended up talkin and jokin with his drunk ass....lol and makin fun of his brother and his best friend and his gf...Hehehe i love talking to drunk people when i'm pretty sober....sometimes, if they're not dicks at least. Speaking of which, it was weird cuz i drank some beer or whatever but by the time we left the party...actually the whole time we were there, i felt good and sober so idunno what that was all about. ANYWAY yeah, that dude Cesar was cool...hehe...he liked me and jon and he was all tryna make us talk to each other...I wonder if we'll ever see him again hehe...or if he'll remember us.
So the party got broken up shortly after, and as me, jon, eddie and chris were walking to Eddie's car, we see this huge grey thing on the sidewalk. We open up the trunk to find out it was the cover for his system. Now if any of you have ever heard Eddie Fontes' system its badass and sick loud....and apparently some assholes tried to steal that shit....And when they found out they couldnt they just left that grey cover outside. But apparently they got into the car by breaking in through the passenger door...the seal on the window was all broken. I guess there was nothin in there worth stealing except for Eddies cd's....and my fucking favorite jacket.
Fuck i was so pissed. I wear that jacket all the time and it had some of my favorite pins on it...2 that ive had for yeeeears and one that Jon had just bought me. Why the fuck would they wanna steal a jacket? Eddie can replace all his cd's cuz they're all still on his computer....but me...fuck i have to buy another expensive ass jacket when it wasnt even my fault....and i cant replace 2 of those pins either. I dunno i just loved that jacket and those pins and it just put me in a bad/sad/weird mood.
We ended up going to some guy's house...he graduated from amat in '02 but i dont remember his name... a dude with big ears haha. But yeah we just all hung out outside...us, Clap, his little brother and his whole group of dudes, and some other people from '02. It was just whatever....really ass-cold, so i just sat there in jon's jacket, drowning my sorrows away in Tecate. Sigh.....
...what a night.
Well i'm hungry and i hate people.
The end.
xoxo.e.
So last night turned out to be reallll fucked up. Started out cool but ended pretty shitty. Jon, Fontes and his little brother came over to pick me up so we could go to this party in WesCo last night. We ended up leaving like an hour later cuz my brother and sister-in-law and my niece and nephew were home, and we all ended up playing our old school Nintendo for forever. so that was fun. We finally left and got to that party and it was a big ole production...a few kegs, a bar, a dj...battles n contests n shit...and best of all tons of drunk people. Anyway it was all fine and good until me and Jon just had to start arguing over stupid shit. Fuck, thats the worst part of a relationship. I dont know how some couples dont argue. Maybe they just havent been together long enough. I dunno...but anyway we started arguing and that put a damper on shit. We said we were gonna drop it but even after that everything was all quiet with us and whatever. But it was cool at least cuz we had met this dude at the kegs earlier, and he ended up hangin out with me and jon right by the empty kegs. So i just ended up talkin and jokin with his drunk ass....lol and makin fun of his brother and his best friend and his gf...Hehehe i love talking to drunk people when i'm pretty sober....sometimes, if they're not dicks at least. Speaking of which, it was weird cuz i drank some beer or whatever but by the time we left the party...actually the whole time we were there, i felt good and sober so idunno what that was all about. ANYWAY yeah, that dude Cesar was cool...hehe...he liked me and jon and he was all tryna make us talk to each other...I wonder if we'll ever see him again hehe...or if he'll remember us.
So the party got broken up shortly after, and as me, jon, eddie and chris were walking to Eddie's car, we see this huge grey thing on the sidewalk. We open up the trunk to find out it was the cover for his system. Now if any of you have ever heard Eddie Fontes' system its badass and sick loud....and apparently some assholes tried to steal that shit....And when they found out they couldnt they just left that grey cover outside. But apparently they got into the car by breaking in through the passenger door...the seal on the window was all broken. I guess there was nothin in there worth stealing except for Eddies cd's....and my fucking favorite jacket.
Fuck i was so pissed. I wear that jacket all the time and it had some of my favorite pins on it...2 that ive had for yeeeears and one that Jon had just bought me. Why the fuck would they wanna steal a jacket? Eddie can replace all his cd's cuz they're all still on his computer....but me...fuck i have to buy another expensive ass jacket when it wasnt even my fault....and i cant replace 2 of those pins either. I dunno i just loved that jacket and those pins and it just put me in a bad/sad/weird mood.
We ended up going to some guy's house...he graduated from amat in '02 but i dont remember his name... a dude with big ears haha. But yeah we just all hung out outside...us, Clap, his little brother and his whole group of dudes, and some other people from '02. It was just whatever....really ass-cold, so i just sat there in jon's jacket, drowning my sorrows away in Tecate. Sigh.....
...what a night.
Well i'm hungry and i hate people.
The end.
xoxo.e.