Growing up is hard...
The Goals (Next four years):
New Teeth
Start on T
Go to College/apply to grad school
Study in Japan for one year (or more)
Get a lap top
Repair any relationships/friendships that need repairing
Gain 10 pounds (muscle)
I can totally do this. Look at this minescule list of things that I need to do for myself. This is so achievable I don't even know why I have been stressing out so much. I don't have to worry, I don't need to freak out. This is nothing in the grand scheme of things. Baby steps towards a healthy happy Elliott. It's for my benefit, and so I shouldn't fight it so hard. I shouldn't worry and create problems for myself. I am a capable human being. I am fortunate, and I am priveleged to have such a minescule list of things to get through in the next four years.
This is totally doable. I am creative enough to find ways to get around the money involved. I have people in my life who care about me and want me to get through this list of things I need to do for myself.
It is all good.
New Teeth
Start on T
Go to College/apply to grad school
Study in Japan for one year (or more)
Get a lap top
Repair any relationships/friendships that need repairing
Gain 10 pounds (muscle)
I can totally do this. Look at this minescule list of things that I need to do for myself. This is so achievable I don't even know why I have been stressing out so much. I don't have to worry, I don't need to freak out. This is nothing in the grand scheme of things. Baby steps towards a healthy happy Elliott. It's for my benefit, and so I shouldn't fight it so hard. I shouldn't worry and create problems for myself. I am a capable human being. I am fortunate, and I am priveleged to have such a minescule list of things to get through in the next four years.
This is totally doable. I am creative enough to find ways to get around the money involved. I have people in my life who care about me and want me to get through this list of things I need to do for myself.
It is all good.