Aug 24, 2009 21:29
I am in a crisis.
I swear, life could not be any more difficult for me than it is right now. I'm not going to go into all the crummy little details, but more or less, my extreme lack of financial comfort has led me down a path of awful circumstances. What's even worse is that Selena, also known as the love of my life, is in the same conundrum, except she has to live by herself in a place the size of a closet that's miles and miles away from any friends or family. And she doesn't have a car. This isolation is sucking the life out of her, and because I lack the money and magic to rescue her, the most I can do is accompany her. All of this is very painful for her and I.
While others spend this summer going to bars and clubs, camping, having parties, going to the movies, hanging out at the beach and stuff like that, Selena and I have spent this summer watching television and suffering. We're stuck in an unbearable world, and there's nothing we can do to get out of it. Money is the only solution, which is why I hate money. It ruins lives. When is all of this going to end?
If you're reading this, you should feel grateful that you're not the one typing this. Be happy that you're not the one going through all of these horrible things.