Why do you always have to go?

Jun 13, 2006 22:50

"I thought you were the one, and you and you and you. Don't think I believe that any longer. It's never the right time. You always have to go"

Everything happens for a reason. Live in the moment. Make the most of every experience. Live each day as if it's your last.

How many phrases are there that tell us to appreciate every single moment of our lives and live in the present? I've tried to follow these mottos, but after a while, they don't provide any comfort to the relationships in my life.

Every single guy I fall for moves or else I move. When is it going to be my turn? I'm so tired of this same routine over and over again. I'm just not sure how many times I'm going to have to go through this. How many goodbyes does it take for me to learn? I tell myself I don't care and in the end I do and I end up hurt.

Honestly, this has happened with 7 guys I've met in the past few years. (To be fair, I didn't get into a relationship with all 7, that would make me sound like a huge ho haha).

For once I want one to stay or for it to work out. I'm not desperate to get married or anything. I'm just SO f*cking tird of getting close to someone only to have to start all over again. It makes me question if I really know what it means to fall in love.

A few songs on my "Gone" playlist:

Stay or Leave - DMB
Say Goodbye - DMB
I Was Just Thinking - Teitur
Other Side of the World - KT Tunstall
I Miss You - Incubus
Catharsis -the republic
Set Fire to the Third Bar - Snow Patrol

love

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