Aug 18, 2005 21:59
I've been very melancholy lately.
For the past few months I've been wanting to find something that I'm passionate about. I feel like I'm in the same routine, watching the days go by, and not getting anywhere.
So that bring me to the conclusion that perhaps I don't want to date anymore... again. I know last post I was mad at my sisters for giving me shit, especially because I keep meeting people but seriously... I should stop for a little while. Once and for all! My sister says that means even if I meet someone I need to tell him I'm not dating right now. I think she is right. I need to figure out my life without the distraction of guys that I seem to constantly welcome into my life. I need to be okay with ME and my life before I can meet someone new.
She told me she didn't think I could not date anyone for a month. I totally can. No one thinks I can do it, but I'm determined. My month of solitude begins now...
Yay for chick flicks and ice cream.