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I worked today, or i guess yesterday since it's past 12. It wasn't too bad. David (my GM) asked if i was happy, i said i am.. but i think i'm gonna work just Saturdays & he said okay we'll still work with you! i was like hay, okay! I got to work with boyfriend Justin today :] i gave him a hug everytime i saw him ahaha and i scared him cause i hugged him from behind. We got off at the same time & he waited for me. I thought that was cute :)
I've been going over to Andre & the boy's house (which has like frickin 6 rooms) lately a lot to study for chemistry with them. I met a two of their other friends from Cal Poly & the other from Irvine. I told him i was gonna go to Cal Poly & the first thing he said was "What, you should've! We need more girls!!" lol.
Oh Chemistry. I needed a break from TRYING to understand and studying, so on Thursday, Connie-bear & i went with Vick, Dan, Alex & Aaron to Smoke This hookah lounge. it was nice to get a way from Chemistry.
Chemistry stresses me out. a lot. stop it. I experienced my first academic break down the other day. Don't worry it wasn't too much of a big deal. It's just so frustrating. It's like staring into a book in another language. I keep rereading the same thing and I still don't understand. whywhywhy. I wish i had my Chem notes from highschool. I'm so scared I'm going to fail it this semester. I think I'm expecting myself to. It's been what? three years since i last heard about the periodic table and all this science math. I'm not used to failing classes and having to retake them again. oh f my life. This is only the first of the i think five other chem courses i need for my major, something i should reconsider possibly.
some randomness:
I still sleep at 4 am, wtf is my problem.
I'm listening to Lifehouse- Only One. I hella love this song. It kinda makes me sad for some reason, but the song's just so...idk.. nice is such a horrible word to describe it but it'll do for now.
I miss my daddy. i haven't seen him since he came down for those few days. i think it's been a month now.
I just bought jeans..online. I'm excited to get em. :)
I'm thinkin of changing majors. to what idk. i was thinking something that has to do with art&craftiness. but most of those jobs seem unstable. I know, I want to be Martha $tewart.
I want to go somewhere this year, to another city, camp, monterey <3, the beach.
I'm sorry I'm bad at keeping in touch & calling people.
My roommates are pretty cool. Today Asley, Michelle & I watched Thriteen together. We have random talks in my room about the randomest things. :]
I'm excited for this upcoming Thursday. We're planning to have a lil hoorah! lol. I wanna go to the club again.
I wish I still did my art. I miss it. I don't think i have patience for it & I don't make time for it anymore. I'm even too lazy to make my friends cute creative presents. I'm disappointed in myself.
I was reading a comment from Van on myspace about how she remembers seeing me work at the school bank during lunch. i HELLA forgot i used to work at the school bank!! gosh.
I need to visit Trinh & Eddie & all my favorites at Hill. Trinh is the Associate Principal now, holla! I ran into him at Target the other day with Matthew & Ella. Matthew didn't wanna buy snacks for school! I think we have a problem, even i buy snacks for school.
Lol, I'm on Post Secret. There's a post card that says "My dogs are weird." and i hella thought of Marie. hahaha
Another one says "The Little Mermaid brainwashed me. I can NEVER eat seafood." haha
I had frozen yogurt yesterday, but I sitll want more. I don't think I'll be satisfied till i get some of that Chocolate Silk Custard with COokie dough or almonds. OMGosh.
I bought the Nelly Brass Knuckles CD the other day. i was trying to decide between Neyo & Nelly.. but Nelly's cover sold me. lol. i wish i got the Ne Yo CD instead though.. Oh well, now i have something nice to look at. ;]
For Halloween i might be Minnie or a cowgirl. I'm leaning towards minnie cause she's cuter.
I've been taking naps at like 11 pm lately till 12-1 am. omgosh, it's so bad. Then I'll wake up and brush my teeth and stay up for another few hours, then go to sleep. weird.
the end of this month is going to be crazy busy for me.
quizzes every friday for chem. ugh.
29- chem exam
30- planaria final draft due for aminal bio
31- aminal bio test
I've been going over to Andre & the boy's house (which has like frickin 6 rooms) lately a lot to study for chemistry with them. I met a two of their other friends from Cal Poly & the other from Irvine. I told him i was gonna go to Cal Poly & the first thing he said was "What, you should've! We need more girls!!" lol.
Oh Chemistry. I needed a break from TRYING to understand and studying, so on Thursday, Connie-bear & i went with Vick, Dan, Alex & Aaron to Smoke This hookah lounge. it was nice to get a way from Chemistry.
Chemistry stresses me out. a lot. stop it. I experienced my first academic break down the other day. Don't worry it wasn't too much of a big deal. It's just so frustrating. It's like staring into a book in another language. I keep rereading the same thing and I still don't understand. whywhywhy. I wish i had my Chem notes from highschool. I'm so scared I'm going to fail it this semester. I think I'm expecting myself to. It's been what? three years since i last heard about the periodic table and all this science math. I'm not used to failing classes and having to retake them again. oh f my life. This is only the first of the i think five other chem courses i need for my major, something i should reconsider possibly.
some randomness:
I still sleep at 4 am, wtf is my problem.
I'm listening to Lifehouse- Only One. I hella love this song. It kinda makes me sad for some reason, but the song's just so...idk.. nice is such a horrible word to describe it but it'll do for now.
I miss my daddy. i haven't seen him since he came down for those few days. i think it's been a month now.
I just bought jeans..online. I'm excited to get em. :)
I'm thinkin of changing majors. to what idk. i was thinking something that has to do with art&craftiness. but most of those jobs seem unstable. I know, I want to be Martha $tewart.
I want to go somewhere this year, to another city, camp, monterey <3, the beach.
I'm sorry I'm bad at keeping in touch & calling people.
My roommates are pretty cool. Today Asley, Michelle & I watched Thriteen together. We have random talks in my room about the randomest things. :]
I'm excited for this upcoming Thursday. We're planning to have a lil hoorah! lol. I wanna go to the club again.
I wish I still did my art. I miss it. I don't think i have patience for it & I don't make time for it anymore. I'm even too lazy to make my friends cute creative presents. I'm disappointed in myself.
I was reading a comment from Van on myspace about how she remembers seeing me work at the school bank during lunch. i HELLA forgot i used to work at the school bank!! gosh.
I need to visit Trinh & Eddie & all my favorites at Hill. Trinh is the Associate Principal now, holla! I ran into him at Target the other day with Matthew & Ella. Matthew didn't wanna buy snacks for school! I think we have a problem, even i buy snacks for school.
Lol, I'm on Post Secret. There's a post card that says "My dogs are weird." and i hella thought of Marie. hahaha
Another one says "The Little Mermaid brainwashed me. I can NEVER eat seafood." haha
I had frozen yogurt yesterday, but I sitll want more. I don't think I'll be satisfied till i get some of that Chocolate Silk Custard with COokie dough or almonds. OMGosh.
I bought the Nelly Brass Knuckles CD the other day. i was trying to decide between Neyo & Nelly.. but Nelly's cover sold me. lol. i wish i got the Ne Yo CD instead though.. Oh well, now i have something nice to look at. ;]
For Halloween i might be Minnie or a cowgirl. I'm leaning towards minnie cause she's cuter.
I've been taking naps at like 11 pm lately till 12-1 am. omgosh, it's so bad. Then I'll wake up and brush my teeth and stay up for another few hours, then go to sleep. weird.
the end of this month is going to be crazy busy for me.
quizzes every friday for chem. ugh.
29- chem exam
30- planaria final draft due for aminal bio
31- aminal bio test