Turned me into a NEWT!

[elliesmeow]

Just wanted to post to prove I wasn't dead. They say "man plans and God laughs", I say the joke is in poor taste. The idea of trying to keep really positive and stay on track with my goals became really hard and I'm not gonna lie, there was significant back-sliding.

I'll be back, hopefully soon, when I can get my head around things and find the silver lining. Looking awfully dark and cloudy in my sky right now.