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well you may be like "hey ellen why wernt you at school today?" so i'll just let you no now...This morning i wake up at 4 to do my vocab shit and then im like screw this ill do it in a 1/2 hour but i forgot to set my alarm. So then my mom wakes me up at 7:45 and goes "hey ellie time to get up" and i go"damn it! ughhhh! damn! Crap i had to do my spelling" and she goes "well idk what to tell you. oh well, ill be in the shower" (that wasnt her exact words but she emplyed that)and i go "hey i need a shower" "fine" "THIS IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE!" then she was saying something like "oh ellen you dont no that...blahblahblah" (i stopped listening.) so then something else happened (no details) oh and i feel kinda sick anyway. then the whole world decideds to use my bathroom so i cant get in and then i "have 60 sec. before (my mom) leaves with out (me)". and so that 60 sec only lasted like 30 sec. and they left without me. Okay so usually when this happens (yeah..it happens alot) she doesnt come back cuz she has to go to work. but like today she decided to come back and im thinking "what the hell?" and she's like "lets go" and im like "cant i just stay home today and finish my spelling and junk" and she goes"...i guess so but do some laundry" and im like "will do". then she left. so here i am listening to my new fav. band's 2 cd's on 1 burnt cd.:) "hey ellen can i here the lyrics to your new favorite song?" well of course you can...
"Choke On This"
Half smoked cigarettes and you're the trash that infests my sheets
can't make a wife out of a whore, don't want your skin on me
And you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust
Detoxing the cold sweat of shame
and I love your pain
I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel
I'll lose you somewhere on a dusty shelf
So this love's been worn down, like songs on a tape
The sex has lost all of its fun, like gum loses taste
And you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust,
Detoxing the cold sweat of shame
and I love your pain
I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel
I'll lose you somewhere on the shelf
I'm here lying in your bed babe
Remember what you said to me
"You can be my james dean, I'll be your sweet queen"
I said that you were my first, but you weren't even close now
Like a frame in a movie, you're just one of many
Can you grant me one last wish
Play russian roulette as we kiss
I'll be your cheap novelty
Blow your brains out on me
I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel
I'll lose you somewhere on the shelf
I love ___________...
(your name here ^)
"Choke On This"
Half smoked cigarettes and you're the trash that infests my sheets
can't make a wife out of a whore, don't want your skin on me
And you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust
Detoxing the cold sweat of shame
and I love your pain
I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel
I'll lose you somewhere on a dusty shelf
So this love's been worn down, like songs on a tape
The sex has lost all of its fun, like gum loses taste
And you're, you're addicted to the drug of lust,
Detoxing the cold sweat of shame
and I love your pain
I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel
I'll lose you somewhere on the shelf
I'm here lying in your bed babe
Remember what you said to me
"You can be my james dean, I'll be your sweet queen"
I said that you were my first, but you weren't even close now
Like a frame in a movie, you're just one of many
Can you grant me one last wish
Play russian roulette as we kiss
I'll be your cheap novelty
Blow your brains out on me
I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself
I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel
I'll lose you somewhere on the shelf
I love ___________...
(your name here ^)