Apr 22, 2010 11:54
Sorry haven't written in awhile due to other things in life and been busy.
Anyway, apparently there's this guy that i did really liked back in high school but i don't think he knows of it. Anyway i do get certain jealous of pics of with him and a certain girl. I know me and this guy that i like don't talk much since he's far and hard to communicate. we were friends in high school but not close friends. but anyway when i saw a few pics of him and this asian filipino girl, he never put his status on facebook to in a relationship until i found out today he put in a relationship with so and so... i thought they were just dating but i guess i won't get my chances with that guy i liked.. f*ck love and crushes.. ugh... i just hope someday there's some chances i get a guy like him...i dunno why i even like him..ugh... ah oh wells....i guess they will last longer on relationships.. i hope all is well. i'm somewhat sad....
maybe that guy doesn't respond to me because my messages are boring or kinda too forward...and probably his g/f would hate me..maybe she does...gotta becareful.
I feel like crap. what guy can i get? i'm picky...Let God decide for me. Oh wells.