The new Prose

[ellieelizabeth]

It Scares Me

It scares me that he
might end up being
"the boy."
Its scares me that
maybe I'm
not in love
It terrifies me that
maybe i am
The emotion scares me
its too much
I told him
I think he's perfect
He didnt
say anything back
That scares me
Sex scares me
He scares me
no, not he
the emotion
the time
the potential.
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

good god, help us all.
<3 EEK