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[ellieelizabeth]

so much on the mind
i have senioristis
in the worst way
i have no drive to do anything
at all
i want to sleep
drink
kiss
and on occasion shower
and thats it.
i am wasteing 5/7ths of my life!
new friendships
such a thrill
dont worry
i am not that kind of girl
the kind
who needs a definition?
take it slow slow slow
(yeah i think we're past that.)
a dream about a rainforest
dream about sex
wouldnt you know it,
everything is.
"theres a wall there."
alert the media
is it my wall or his?
both!
one ready for emotion
one ready for sex
both!
oh god.
all i know is i am
not ready.
yet.

most sincerely yours,
her royal fabulousness,
EEK