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I didn't get the job at "Shakolad", to be honest I was really upset about it yesterday but today, I have bigger fish to fry, so to speak. I went to the fair last night with Derek and Andrew and despite the fact that I was on the verge of throwing up half the night it was really fun. even after I got home I felt nauseous though, I was lying in bed and it still felt like I was spinning around on "Tornado". eww. just thinking about it makes my stomache turn. Today, I dunno, something weird is giong on with me, I don't know what it's about and maybe it's better if I don't find out, I was mowing the lawn and thinking and I dont know..Oh well. I've been writing my essays today and I had no idea they were going to be so personal but in a way it makes it easier to write because you don't have to try so hard and interpret other peoples feelings which can be fun too. My grandparents are here and it was good seeing them, I showed them how I could drive and they were very impressed and my mom said I was really good at working the clutch, things like that make me so happy. I think that's what i needed too since yesterday I was so upset because nobody thought I coudl handle the job and Shakolad, I made a couple of entries about it but I erased them because I realized they were pretty much out of anger at not getting the job, though it would have been nice if people thought I could do it, oh well, I'm past that, or trying to be. I can't believe summer is pretty much over but I'm also kind of glad. Today and tommorow are going to be spent finishing up my summer work and then hopefully on monday I will have some plans then Tuesday it's back to school.
"I started looking and the bubble burst."
"I started looking and the bubble burst."