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Sep 25, 2005 13:15

Damn..

Me last year vs. Me this year

Last year: I looked like shit always unhealthy and just icky, Controlling boyfriend, Cheating boyfriend, Immature, Cried every day, Depended on everyone else to feel good about myself, Sat around doing nothing all day, Shitty ass job, Didn't care about school, Lied to friends, Lied to myself, Lied to my family, Cared so much for someone who could care less if I breathed, So unhappy, Thought about killing myself every day, Treated friends like complete shit

This year: I look healthier and happier, Amazing Boyfriend/best friend, Boy who would never cheat on me, ehh..haha I'm still a bit immature, Rarely ever cry--especially not because of my boyfriend, I like who I am as a person, I go out and I take much better care of my body (still working on getting healthier), No job but I'm going to work on that one, I try so hard in school, I NEVER lie to my friends, I NEVER lie to myself, well ehh I lie to my family occasionally..hahaha, I care so much for someone who cares so much for me <3, So happy, I love life, I fucking love my friends and I would do anything to make them happier

I'm so happy.
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