today
today i didn't do too mach. i woke up at 1 and watched Empire. it was good. then we dropped my brother off at football practice and we came back and i talked to gavin. he seems good. for those of you who don't know, gavin is the kid i lost my virginity to. and yes, at one point i was a virgin!!! he says his dick's gotten bigger. hmmmmmm. i told him what an asshole he is and explained how stupid i must have been for going back all those times. it's just sooooo hard when he's sooooo good. i don't think i'll ever learn. i'm not attached to him at all just impartial to his good sex. weird to think that after 2 and 1/2 years he's still the best booty call. i need sex and larz is just not treating me the way i want him to. oh well. moving on.