I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to break down
I've learned more about life than I ever wanted to in the past week.
Back in Cortland and the last lesson.
You can't go back.
I've learned this one too many times before.
I fucked up. Fell down. Went away.
It's only been a week... and I'm back now.
But you can never go back.
Was it worth it to lose what I had here?
Yes, my life is worth that, but I honestly wish it didn't have to be this way.
But it is.
And there's no changing it now.
I won't apologize for that. I won't be the person everyone wants... just so you can all be happy.
You've each found each other.
My mistakes only served to strengthen your bond.
I accept that. I'll live with that. I just won't live here... not for much longer.
It is what it is.. and there's no turning back.
Back in Cortland and the last lesson.
You can't go back.
I've learned this one too many times before.
I fucked up. Fell down. Went away.
It's only been a week... and I'm back now.
But you can never go back.
Was it worth it to lose what I had here?
Yes, my life is worth that, but I honestly wish it didn't have to be this way.
But it is.
And there's no changing it now.
I won't apologize for that. I won't be the person everyone wants... just so you can all be happy.
You've each found each other.
My mistakes only served to strengthen your bond.
I accept that. I'll live with that. I just won't live here... not for much longer.
It is what it is.. and there's no turning back.