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I'm frusterated. I said Okay, fine. So what's this now?
Mutti says.. just tell him how you feel.
If I knew how I felt I would have. No problem.
All I know is that I get letters everyday.
And then there's someone else.
I know I end up in his bed one way or another.
And then I go home.. and now I'm here.
I know I'm still broken and lost. The person who could tell me exactly how I feel is across that great divide. Too far out of reach.
I know that's another thing. I hadn't yet found myself again when I lost you. I haven't yet.
I know most days I try so hard not to wake up.
Mutti says.. just tell him how you feel.
If I knew how I felt I would have. No problem.
All I know is that I get letters everyday.
And then there's someone else.
I know I end up in his bed one way or another.
And then I go home.. and now I'm here.
I know I'm still broken and lost. The person who could tell me exactly how I feel is across that great divide. Too far out of reach.
I know that's another thing. I hadn't yet found myself again when I lost you. I haven't yet.
I know most days I try so hard not to wake up.