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Everyone has said to me ... wow. you're holding up really well.
That's what terrifies me. I stopped crying after one day, and I guess I look so fucking happy.
This is the scary part.
I hate people constantly watching me. Waiting for me to snap. Break down. Everyone assumes I'm just that predictable.
Trust me, you'll never see this one coming.
I wonder how long it will take once you miss all the cocktails. 4th of July party.. haven't missed that since that day that we all changed. Came here. Nothing's been quite as beautiful since.
I would love to have just one tiny second of peace.
That's what terrifies me. I stopped crying after one day, and I guess I look so fucking happy.
This is the scary part.
I hate people constantly watching me. Waiting for me to snap. Break down. Everyone assumes I'm just that predictable.
Trust me, you'll never see this one coming.
I wonder how long it will take once you miss all the cocktails. 4th of July party.. haven't missed that since that day that we all changed. Came here. Nothing's been quite as beautiful since.
I would love to have just one tiny second of peace.