perfect world
in my perfect world:
-i would be happy like i usually am, but without the millions of thoughts and doubts
-i would be good at dancing
-id feel loved and supported 24/7
-my parents wouldnt say things to make me feel terrible
-i would stay on honor roll
-i wouldn't be going through confirmation
-id be able to stay at chris's for headmasters
-id be able to go out when i wanted, where i wanted.. no questions
-i would be allowed to do whatever makes me happy when i wanted
-id be able to choose what i want to do in the summer, seeing as.. it is MY summer (not theirs)
-i wouldn't do anymore things that i don't care about/dislike (although a sufficient amount of dislike-things are okay)
-no one would judge others
-crying wouldnt be an option
-nighttime would last for a longer period of time
-rehearsals wouldnt scare me as much
-id be a size 4
-my peers wouldn't do manipulative things
-id feel comfortable in my own home.. like i belonged
-there would be one thing a day that, hands down, id always look forward to
-life would be more like fall term 06.. minus the sad parts
-id have a car for my 16th birthday/permit
-id just be happy in general.
some of those are materialistic and some are not. don't take offense to them. its just a list for me.
-i would be happy like i usually am, but without the millions of thoughts and doubts
-i would be good at dancing
-id feel loved and supported 24/7
-my parents wouldnt say things to make me feel terrible
-i would stay on honor roll
-i wouldn't be going through confirmation
-id be able to stay at chris's for headmasters
-id be able to go out when i wanted, where i wanted.. no questions
-i would be allowed to do whatever makes me happy when i wanted
-id be able to choose what i want to do in the summer, seeing as.. it is MY summer (not theirs)
-i wouldn't do anymore things that i don't care about/dislike (although a sufficient amount of dislike-things are okay)
-no one would judge others
-crying wouldnt be an option
-nighttime would last for a longer period of time
-rehearsals wouldnt scare me as much
-id be a size 4
-my peers wouldn't do manipulative things
-id feel comfortable in my own home.. like i belonged
-there would be one thing a day that, hands down, id always look forward to
-life would be more like fall term 06.. minus the sad parts
-id have a car for my 16th birthday/permit
-id just be happy in general.
some of those are materialistic and some are not. don't take offense to them. its just a list for me.