something much more colorful like that..
last week was a horrible week, but it's been a fantastic weekend.
but hooray monday! (con no escuela!)
she gave me a calming stone on friday during 5th. it's going to get me through.
friday was rehearsal till 9:30 INSANE. it was so much fun though. lots of laughing. saturday was ACDA, we performed, even though we were SOOOOOOOO scared.. cause it was incredibly intense. i saw spencer and alex :D!! then there was a long rehearsal. i went to sammy's and we got chinese food and went to tj max and got some schtuff. take it easy. we got back and watched cruel intentions (soo good) and moulon rouge. jc sounds like ryan philippe. drew some, and then went to sleep.
got up sunday, baked cookies, got a pedicure, got to rehearsal 20 minutes late. we were.. at church... and we brought food.. totally got off the hook :). kind of a not fun time, but k called me the future of the neo :)!!!!!!! i did the most amazing convincing ever, and ended up at sammy's again. we went to starbucks and i got a new mug and then got dinner at max a mia's and worked on a math problem, and eventually got free dessert. they love us. got back to sammy's and baked more cookies and watched blue lagoon. went to sleeeep. got up this morning and got a manicure. now im back here. WHOO. what a wonderful weekend. this week is the show!!
JULIUS CAESAR
Tuesday Oct 31- Saturday Nov. 4
7:30
Tickets $10
tell me to get them for you if you want to go, and i'll hold them at the door!
i sing a song!!!
why wonder? it's strange because now that it's over i miss it, obviously, but it's not heart wrenching anymore. sure, part of me wants to be with him still, but thinking about everything.. i don't think he was as good for me as i thought. i'll love him always, of course, but.. yeah. i know that things could have worked eventually.. and who knows, maybe they will. you just give and give and give in hopes that maybe you'll get something back, but you know, it ended up being wishful thinking. the one thing i miss most is talking everyday. i just want to talk.
i really miss it.
i'm realizing i'll be okay.
but hooray monday! (con no escuela!)
she gave me a calming stone on friday during 5th. it's going to get me through.
friday was rehearsal till 9:30 INSANE. it was so much fun though. lots of laughing. saturday was ACDA, we performed, even though we were SOOOOOOOO scared.. cause it was incredibly intense. i saw spencer and alex :D!! then there was a long rehearsal. i went to sammy's and we got chinese food and went to tj max and got some schtuff. take it easy. we got back and watched cruel intentions (soo good) and moulon rouge. jc sounds like ryan philippe. drew some, and then went to sleep.
got up sunday, baked cookies, got a pedicure, got to rehearsal 20 minutes late. we were.. at church... and we brought food.. totally got off the hook :). kind of a not fun time, but k called me the future of the neo :)!!!!!!! i did the most amazing convincing ever, and ended up at sammy's again. we went to starbucks and i got a new mug and then got dinner at max a mia's and worked on a math problem, and eventually got free dessert. they love us. got back to sammy's and baked more cookies and watched blue lagoon. went to sleeeep. got up this morning and got a manicure. now im back here. WHOO. what a wonderful weekend. this week is the show!!
JULIUS CAESAR
Tuesday Oct 31- Saturday Nov. 4
7:30
Tickets $10
tell me to get them for you if you want to go, and i'll hold them at the door!
i sing a song!!!
why wonder? it's strange because now that it's over i miss it, obviously, but it's not heart wrenching anymore. sure, part of me wants to be with him still, but thinking about everything.. i don't think he was as good for me as i thought. i'll love him always, of course, but.. yeah. i know that things could have worked eventually.. and who knows, maybe they will. you just give and give and give in hopes that maybe you'll get something back, but you know, it ended up being wishful thinking. the one thing i miss most is talking everyday. i just want to talk.
i really miss it.
i'm realizing i'll be okay.