Bored Outta My Wits!
i have so much FREE TIME at the office. so its obvious where this is going, hehe. i had to move our business meeting to next week. sad, cos' i feel like not everyone is as into it as i am. or as excited, that is. (i'm imagining things) hmm..i think its the timing. everyone seems to be too preoccupied with their lives but i hope they'll come out of it and make time. i don't wanna keep telling myself if not all are decided to join, i'm still pushing through with my "project no name tee" come hell or high water!!! yeah!!!
i'm starting school this saturday so i'm looking forward to that. my class is on pattern-making which'll help me a lot with the business with regards to appliqué. it's not that hard to sell tees, i know..but to make designs in a whole different level (that no one has done or seen before, originality is what i'm after) is well, difficult. that's why i'm really pressing for a real edgy creative team, all the elements are there..i just need the people qualified for the job..and yes, my friends are "IT" not jus cos' they are "mis amigas" but cos' i feel each of them have something individual to offer. i've created roles for them to play in this project and i see that its PERFECT! we're all young, free-spirited, and independent women and we understand each other which i feel is another factor that'll better our working relationships.
hayayay i'm worrying again. piss that!! i need to formulate my business plan into text as soon as possible and set aside all the things in my brain for now, i don't want to overload it with endless possibilities.
i just made my "la musica caribé" playlist. calming my senses..its working, i love it! hehe ;) i'll have something to listen to later on..righty-o!
also..i'm finishing the book i've been stuck reading the past week: THE GIRL WHO LOVED TOM GORDON by stephen king. its spose' to be a good read but it seems it hasn't really peeked my interest. should i just chuck it and go on to the next book?! yeah, well i'm on the last chapter already so i might as well end the pain.
i think i'm on one of my "uneventful life" moodswings..i'm stuck and i hate it when i get like this!! its all in slow-motion. i see all that needs to be done but i can't force time!! waiting has never been this fun! (sarcastically speaking). i feel like a long draught, or hmm..maybe the calm before the storm..hahahaha is that spose' to be a good or bad thing!? que mierda!!! i haven't done any writing or composition this past week, no art or new designs cos' i stopped school for a time and for the meantime am prepping my portfolio. i guess its partially my fault cos' i prioritize so many other things. *sigh*
well this is BS right. i'm just gonna get of my high horse and quit complaining about how my life sucks! gadd, i am such a fucker. i just don't know how lucky i am. well ya i know, but hey i can't help it if i take it for granted sometimes. i'm only human (lame excuse). ok this is freaking me out..i'm like, talking both sides. psycho alert! ugh..
well, ms. brightside..the upper in my life is that i'm real glad that my mom is happy with how our floral shop is doing. aside from the fact that she's really good at what she does..she's my role model. imagine that shop started as a hobby..she just loves hanging around the garden..from there she creates something beautiful...even the ugliest shrub she can prettify (is there sucha word)..and i was veering to the subject that yes, our floral shop is being extended to a café/homestore. i'm actually excited to go home just to see how that'll work to the public's eye. my sister will be assisting my mom with that and she'll be teaching french classes in our language school as well. since looking for work isn't a priority for her now, she's contented with helping our businesses grow.
comment: i was never one to get into the family business..i don't know why. (although i worked at Mcdonald's for a time for my uncle..just a bit of info why Mcdonald's, hehe. my grandmother and her sisters set up a corporation back home to franchise Mcdonald's..so at present we have 5 branches already.)
another thing to be quite jolly about is that..we recently bought property up in the mountains. my parents decided we should have atleast a vacation home to relax in during breaks. i was thinking more of an ocean front beach type kinda thing but our parents over-ruled. my bro, sis, and i adore the BEACH..my parents on the other hand love the MOUNTAINS. so you can see why they chose such venue. its alright as long as we have somewhere to go with the family. the place is actually "quite lovely indeed"!! heehee..getting to help my mom with the interior decorating is fine by me too. she's thinking of having a BALINESE feel to it which is awesome cos' atleast there is a bit of the ocean-beach going on there.
i've long delayed my itunes playlist..but i've changed my mind about posting it this month. its such hassle without a laptop and ipod and i can't use my pc in the office, even with DSL its still too slow. oh..and to list down & arrange all songs is pure torture and shitt tedious..i'm putting up with it. i have no choice, i'm still saving up for those two essentials which'll make life so much easier..i'm hoping that someone could give it as a birthday gift but nah..next to impossible, haha!! i will deal with my pc and compact disc for the meantime..i'm not going anywhere anytime soon anyways (did i just use the word "any" several times in one sentence?)..i am going fucking nuts! ;0
aw, i've written enough to know where this day is going. please spare me the agony, hehe ;P there better be choclit's at home to soothe my angst..or better yet can someone transport R.CARMINE to me so i can do my way with him!?! hahahahahaha ;)
i'm starting school this saturday so i'm looking forward to that. my class is on pattern-making which'll help me a lot with the business with regards to appliqué. it's not that hard to sell tees, i know..but to make designs in a whole different level (that no one has done or seen before, originality is what i'm after) is well, difficult. that's why i'm really pressing for a real edgy creative team, all the elements are there..i just need the people qualified for the job..and yes, my friends are "IT" not jus cos' they are "mis amigas" but cos' i feel each of them have something individual to offer. i've created roles for them to play in this project and i see that its PERFECT! we're all young, free-spirited, and independent women and we understand each other which i feel is another factor that'll better our working relationships.
hayayay i'm worrying again. piss that!! i need to formulate my business plan into text as soon as possible and set aside all the things in my brain for now, i don't want to overload it with endless possibilities.
i just made my "la musica caribé" playlist. calming my senses..its working, i love it! hehe ;) i'll have something to listen to later on..righty-o!
also..i'm finishing the book i've been stuck reading the past week: THE GIRL WHO LOVED TOM GORDON by stephen king. its spose' to be a good read but it seems it hasn't really peeked my interest. should i just chuck it and go on to the next book?! yeah, well i'm on the last chapter already so i might as well end the pain.
i think i'm on one of my "uneventful life" moodswings..i'm stuck and i hate it when i get like this!! its all in slow-motion. i see all that needs to be done but i can't force time!! waiting has never been this fun! (sarcastically speaking). i feel like a long draught, or hmm..maybe the calm before the storm..hahahaha is that spose' to be a good or bad thing!? que mierda!!! i haven't done any writing or composition this past week, no art or new designs cos' i stopped school for a time and for the meantime am prepping my portfolio. i guess its partially my fault cos' i prioritize so many other things. *sigh*
well this is BS right. i'm just gonna get of my high horse and quit complaining about how my life sucks! gadd, i am such a fucker. i just don't know how lucky i am. well ya i know, but hey i can't help it if i take it for granted sometimes. i'm only human (lame excuse). ok this is freaking me out..i'm like, talking both sides. psycho alert! ugh..
well, ms. brightside..the upper in my life is that i'm real glad that my mom is happy with how our floral shop is doing. aside from the fact that she's really good at what she does..she's my role model. imagine that shop started as a hobby..she just loves hanging around the garden..from there she creates something beautiful...even the ugliest shrub she can prettify (is there sucha word)..and i was veering to the subject that yes, our floral shop is being extended to a café/homestore. i'm actually excited to go home just to see how that'll work to the public's eye. my sister will be assisting my mom with that and she'll be teaching french classes in our language school as well. since looking for work isn't a priority for her now, she's contented with helping our businesses grow.
comment: i was never one to get into the family business..i don't know why. (although i worked at Mcdonald's for a time for my uncle..just a bit of info why Mcdonald's, hehe. my grandmother and her sisters set up a corporation back home to franchise Mcdonald's..so at present we have 5 branches already.)
another thing to be quite jolly about is that..we recently bought property up in the mountains. my parents decided we should have atleast a vacation home to relax in during breaks. i was thinking more of an ocean front beach type kinda thing but our parents over-ruled. my bro, sis, and i adore the BEACH..my parents on the other hand love the MOUNTAINS. so you can see why they chose such venue. its alright as long as we have somewhere to go with the family. the place is actually "quite lovely indeed"!! heehee..getting to help my mom with the interior decorating is fine by me too. she's thinking of having a BALINESE feel to it which is awesome cos' atleast there is a bit of the ocean-beach going on there.
i've long delayed my itunes playlist..but i've changed my mind about posting it this month. its such hassle without a laptop and ipod and i can't use my pc in the office, even with DSL its still too slow. oh..and to list down & arrange all songs is pure torture and shitt tedious..i'm putting up with it. i have no choice, i'm still saving up for those two essentials which'll make life so much easier..i'm hoping that someone could give it as a birthday gift but nah..next to impossible, haha!! i will deal with my pc and compact disc for the meantime..i'm not going anywhere anytime soon anyways (did i just use the word "any" several times in one sentence?)..i am going fucking nuts! ;0
aw, i've written enough to know where this day is going. please spare me the agony, hehe ;P there better be choclit's at home to soothe my angst..or better yet can someone transport R.CARMINE to me so i can do my way with him!?! hahahahahaha ;)