May 16, 2005 20:34
Title: Fall to Pieces
Author: Danielle
Pairing/Character: Logan/Veronica
Word Count: 1033
Rating: R
Summary: Veronica and Logan from who's at the door to graduating college.
Spoilers/Warnings: All of Season 1.
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
She was hoping it was him and that more then anything was the only thing that kept him sane. He didn’t know how he got to her apartment and he didn’t remember knocking on her door but he would always remember the look on her face when she answered it. It wasn’t the look he kept playing over and over in his head when he was standing up on that bridge. It was kinder, softer, filled with relief and something else if only he could let him self hope. Before he knew it her arms were wrapped around him and he was holding on to her for dear life.
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
Laying in her bed her head resting softly on his chest he traced the bruise on her face from her temple to her cheek. He had gotten a similar one when he was nine and spilled ice-cream in his fa-… that man’s… new Benz. It would fade by next week and all physical evidence of what happened to her the night before would be gone. But the trauma and the pain would still be there. He should know. He was the expert in dealing with Aaron Echolls post traumatic inflection.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
It’s going to be just like this she told him. Their summer was bleeding into July and they where laying out by the pool at Veronica’s apartment building. The last two months had been filled with nosy paparazzi and the constant stares of strangers so today was a rarity. Just them alone where they could be quite together. Logan had come to relish in their quite time. There was a little bit of irony in the notion that they had probably talked to everyone about what had happened, but to the two people it mattered the most to they have barley said a word. There was no need.
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
Did he really want to stay here she asked him. Of course not. But it was still a shock when she told him that she was applying to school in New York. The truth was he hadn’t been planning on applying anywhere. Oh yeah but that was a fact he forgot to clue her in on. So instead of having unbelievable sex right now he was eating cold pizza by himself in his to big to empty house. He guessed he shouldn’t have called her an ‘uncaring selfish bitch’ but his pride was keeping him from telling her that.
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
So he was really horny he told himself and also he couldn’t stand for her to be mad at him for more then two days. So of coarse he apologized to her and was now being rewarded for his efforts. He loved that she always let him take the lead when they were in bed. To the outside world it would appear that Veronica Mars wore the pants in their relationship. Which was true. But as soon as their clothes came off she would hand over those symbolic pants to him. They could go like this for hours always resulting in one of them (usually her) falling asleep. When that did happen he would stop, pull her close to him and finally be able to close his eyes without having nightmares of his crazy father dancing around his head. Veronica would joke that she ‘fucked the Aaron Echolls right out of him’ it was his least favorite joke.
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
He used to love New York when he was kid, but that was probably due to the fact that his mother had made it fun. Now sitting in the apartment he shared with Veronica he was finding the city less fun. Some people would say that Logan Echolls and Veronica Mars had trust issues. Well that was the understatement of the century. He was sure she was screwing that moronic school newspaper editor of theirs and she was most positively certain she saw someone who looked kind of like him coming out of the “Bangers Club”. He was overly possessive of her. He liked to know where she was at all times and who she was with. She was blasé when it came to his schedule leaving him to believe that she didn’t care. She was a Private Detective she’d tell him. She knows where he is at. These sudden fits of jealousy would usually end with them in bed branding each other so badly that if either of them did end up in bed with someone else the bruises would cause the other person to run away screaming.
I'm in love with you
Cuz I’m in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
Marry me. Wasn’t it usually the guy who asked that? They would be graduating from college tomorrow and neither of there families were coming. Veronica’s dad couldn’t make it out because his new wife was about to pop out their first child together and Veronica said she didn’t even know where her mother was. Logan’s father was busy serving out fifty to life and his mother was still dead. So yeah neither of there families were going to see them graduate. Causing Veronica to ask him why they couldn’t be each others family. Marry Me. He said yes.
I'm in love with you
Cuz I’m in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you