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i seriously have no idea what is truly going on in my life right now. people are so confusing, as am i. i just want some sort of consistency that does not include the cycle of meeting someone, really liking them, and then they proceed to suddenly ditch me. i do not get this phenomenon at all and i'm sick of trying to figure it out. all i can conclude is that those people are losers and i don't need to keep wasting my time on them. last night i also thought that maybe it has to do with how guarded i am, but if people do not have the patience to wait that out, then it is their loss. i am worth it.