Jan 01, 2007 17:11
For so long I've been keeping my thoughts and myself hidden from people. It has gotten to the point where I feel that no one really knows who I am. Although I'm not ready to completely open up, I think I am ready to share more of myself with the people in my life.
I'm so used to being a dissappointment for people. And If im not a dissappointment then they just don't really know who I am. I hide myself from everyone because I'm afraid they won't like what they see. I've hidden so much that it is hard for me to really know who I am.
I am ready for a change. I am ready to find the real me and to accept it. I am ready to open up to others. I want to change. I need to change. I'm ready to accept that all the problems in my life are because of me and that I can make my life better. I've realized what the void in my life is. That void is the lack of being myself.
Will this be hard. Of course it will. But I'm ready for it.