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Wow...its been so long since i've updated, so much shit has happened. So this summer, i got my heart broke... then let it happen again with the same person over fall break.... way to fail at life laura. So onto more improtant things.... I have to transfer. My parents closed on a house in october, and i definitly have to go. At first, I was kind of excited to be completly away from everything, i think it might help me to "find myself" or whatever. But the more i think about it, the more scared i am to leave, im getting closer to everybody down here, and i still love my friends at home. I just dont wanna feel like im being torn between four different places. i applied to eastern michigan, indiana university and iupui. However, i have decided that if i don't like it, i'm coming back... somehow, i'll figure it out. It is not a good feeling to be hanging out with friends then realize that in a few months, times like those will only happen once in a blue moon.
Everybody around me is in a relationship.... or it feels like that anyway. I'm so tired of feeling lonely, and lately even hanging out with friends doesnt make that feeling go away. not that me starting a relationship makes any sense right now, especially with me moving, which is probably why I havent. that and i've been single so long, that i wouldnt even no where to begin. but that doesnt stop the feeling that something's missing. ... whatever, i'll get over it, i usually do. besides, relationships have always left me feeling more hurt, and not having to go through that over and over again is the easier thing to do.
ok, im sick and tired of making myself even more depressed-
i love my friends and i could have it a lot worse
there are many more good times to be had
Everybody around me is in a relationship.... or it feels like that anyway. I'm so tired of feeling lonely, and lately even hanging out with friends doesnt make that feeling go away. not that me starting a relationship makes any sense right now, especially with me moving, which is probably why I havent. that and i've been single so long, that i wouldnt even no where to begin. but that doesnt stop the feeling that something's missing. ... whatever, i'll get over it, i usually do. besides, relationships have always left me feeling more hurt, and not having to go through that over and over again is the easier thing to do.
ok, im sick and tired of making myself even more depressed-
i love my friends and i could have it a lot worse
there are many more good times to be had