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i am sooo bored.
i have no friends to hang out with. i am lonely. i want to go have FUN but i have no one to do that with. adam is still working.
the weather is PERFECT today. it is cloudy with some sun. the clouds are big white/gray clouds that are always around in the fall. it is cool out but not too cool. it reminds me that fall is coming. and even though i love summer, i love fall too. i love when its a little cool and you have to wear a sweater. fall is refreshing!
i dont no what i want to do with school. im not even sure i want to go for ultrasound anymore. so if i withdraw from all my classes and change my mind and don't want to go for ultrasound, i just screwed myself out of a semester.
i reallly want to move away. not even far away for now, but like to philly or someplace awesome. i just have this feeling that i really want to move out of my house, but only if it is becuz im going someplace awesome.
i'm thinking of taking a personal loan out, paying off my car with that, so i dont have to pay 250 a month and i wont need all that car insurance too. then i can pay the loan back in like 3 years, only 100 bucks a month. then i want to take some extra money out, quit my job, and go live with paula for a month. i think that sounds like a great idea. if that ever happens, hopefully adam wont be mad at me. id only go for a couple weeks.
but of course, this is just me dreaming. hopefully it will come true one day.
i have no friends to hang out with. i am lonely. i want to go have FUN but i have no one to do that with. adam is still working.
the weather is PERFECT today. it is cloudy with some sun. the clouds are big white/gray clouds that are always around in the fall. it is cool out but not too cool. it reminds me that fall is coming. and even though i love summer, i love fall too. i love when its a little cool and you have to wear a sweater. fall is refreshing!
i dont no what i want to do with school. im not even sure i want to go for ultrasound anymore. so if i withdraw from all my classes and change my mind and don't want to go for ultrasound, i just screwed myself out of a semester.
i reallly want to move away. not even far away for now, but like to philly or someplace awesome. i just have this feeling that i really want to move out of my house, but only if it is becuz im going someplace awesome.
i'm thinking of taking a personal loan out, paying off my car with that, so i dont have to pay 250 a month and i wont need all that car insurance too. then i can pay the loan back in like 3 years, only 100 bucks a month. then i want to take some extra money out, quit my job, and go live with paula for a month. i think that sounds like a great idea. if that ever happens, hopefully adam wont be mad at me. id only go for a couple weeks.
but of course, this is just me dreaming. hopefully it will come true one day.