Jun 17, 2008 20:31
So, as mentioned earlier, I've been having crazy depression stuff going on lately and now I'm on an epic quest to make myself cry. It shouldn't be this hard- I'm spending a lot of time everyday mentally kicking myself so i'm obviously not happy. I've tried watching sad movies (Schindler's List, Titanic, When the Wind Blows), listening to a sad country song that used to get to me when I was younger, thinking about people I love dying, thinking about dying myself (which leads to not-good trains of thought), thinking how pathetic my life is, etc. Nothing's really working- I either get angry or kind of a dead, nothing feeling. If I could just have a good cry I think it would help.
I don't know what to do. About the crying thing and in general. Nothing really sounds like a good option.
Any tearjerker suggestions?