Mar 18, 2004 13:27
Here I sit in my office opening mail and wondering how I'm supposed to do my job when part of my job is getting bills paid and we have NO money. My boss always said he would give us anything we needed to get the job done. Well right now I need money and I need to be able to tell people the truth over the phone when they call and tell me that we are being turned over to collection agencies or our account is being cut off.
I had a great time at my part time job last night. I didn't jump right back into to it like I thought but I did remember a lot. They also told me that the girl who works for the main doctor is quitting. I wonder how many hours she worked?? I wonder how much money she was paid?? I am very tempted to call them and seriously ask about taking that job EXCEPT my current company loaned me some money for the down payment on my house and I have not paid all of it back yet. If I quit then I am going to owe them ALL the money due to them and I don't have that to give them right now. Dilemmas dilemmas.....If I didn't owe my company money I would give them my notice today. I wonder if there is anyway I could work it out.....hmmmmmmmm. I'll have to think about it.
My boyfriend got us tickets to see Styx live tonight at Hard Rock Cafe. I'm excited...at least I should be. Having all this go on at work really takes a lot out of a person...I'm in a shitty mood all the time and it sucks. I hate having to worry about money...I think I need a sugar daddy to pay some of my bills...I won't completely mooch off them but some money would help....hehe. I'm bad aren't I?