Changes
A lot has changed for me, although it's difficult to detail exactly what. Let's just say a mushroom trip sent me back to infancy. Laying on my back, staring at the ceiling in total love and adoration, my stomach rising and falling, losing myself and finding myself at the same time, tears continously pouring out, drenching me in rainbows. I was going to write a trip report, but then decided against it. Words cannot describe what happened to me that night. But it was exactly what I needed.
So I have made a few changes in my life. I've been working hard...although this 'work before play' thing is something I'm going to have to get used to. I'm back on the horse so to speak, I want to try and improve myself again. The slump is gone, vanquished. I've been busy, exercising, cleaning, applying for every job I possibly can. I have several interviews this week. I haven't had the urge to smoke pot in several days. I no longer feel like MJ is using me...I use her when my work is done.
So yeah...I guess things have really been looking up for me lately. :-)
So I have made a few changes in my life. I've been working hard...although this 'work before play' thing is something I'm going to have to get used to. I'm back on the horse so to speak, I want to try and improve myself again. The slump is gone, vanquished. I've been busy, exercising, cleaning, applying for every job I possibly can. I have several interviews this week. I haven't had the urge to smoke pot in several days. I no longer feel like MJ is using me...I use her when my work is done.
So yeah...I guess things have really been looking up for me lately. :-)