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hello everyone! well to add to my crazyness i relized i don't like my mom's boyfriend clay he bugs me and i want to hurt him! i don't know i get kinda jealous i guess when i see him with his kids because he is a good dad to them but i don't know i don't like him very much. My sister cait is going to drive me crazy. i have been thinking about her and all the crap we went through in south dacota and i always have this regret that i wasn't there when my dad did things to her i mean i was trying to find a way out and when i ran dad hurt her and when we were free from them she turned around and told me how she was let down because i wasn't there when she needed me. that still smarts. I tried to do as much as i could for her (without going crazy) and so when i left to figure things out she got hurt. i should have been there for her it's my job.