Leader's Choice / Chapter 7 -
Title : Leader's Choice
Pairing : YunJae
Genre : Romance, Drama
Rating : PG13
Chapter : 7/13
Author : ellecho
Summary : What could possibly make YunHo break JaeJoong’s heart and leave him in the deep ocean of tears and pain?who could ruin our YunJae couple with just appearing so far? what could it be?“Love,First Love,Love,Pregnancy,Love”
More from Author : Let's forget about separeted TVXQ and pretend nothing happened. In this fan fiction, Our DBSK is not separeted, but they do live in different houses.
Chapter 7
~Jaejoong, You're Absolutely Crazy!~
"you.. what?" Yunho was still smiling but his mouth didn't move at all when he said this, second by second his smile turned creepy
"I am the father of her baby. Me, not you." Jaejoong looked right into Yunho's eyes trying to catch any sign of reaction, but Yunho froze.
Sudden laughter broke the silence, Yunho clapped, His eyes even got teary but Jae didn't feel like laughing at all.
"This was a nice joke, but you could think of better ones!" He put his hand on older man's sholder and didn't stop laughing before he faced Jae's expressionless face. "okay, you don't have to keep that face anymo..re." Yunho slowed his talk once he saw Jaejoong's teary eyes,still, he didn't move.
'' wait,''
Yunho's body trembled. He felt how his shoulders got weak and throat dry. He couldn't breathe properly. He looked down at his shoes, bofe he continued talking.
''how?'' he said in a very deep and seious face, When Jaejoong finally understood that Yunho got it, he didn't hold emotions anymore, he bit his lip and closed his eyes before started talking
''The night I got drunk, in the bar. I drove home with Seunghi, we were drunk... both. The last thing I remember was how I parked my car, but in the morning.." tears ran down on his cheeks "On the morning we woke up together,seems like we did it for real. and then.." his voice shook "then you came and knocked..and I..and I hid her in the closet."
"you hid her in the closet?'' Jaejoong could hear a weak smirk, but Yunho still kept his head down.
''Is that all you heard from what I've just said?!" shouted Jaejoong
'' shut up-" Yunho sighed,
''Damn you, Yunho! I f*ckin' made her pr.."
Jaejoong shut his mouth when the bathroom door opened, They both looked into the door's direction. Yuchun stood there,frozen
''I..." Yuchun's eyes were lost, he didn't know where to look so he looked away, "I'm sorry." He bowed - to Yunho. Leader faced him, smirked quietly, put his hands into pockets and passed by Yuchun hitting his shoulder with his own.
"Yunho-ah, Wait!" Screamed Jaejoong crying and ran to the door where Yuchun immediately stopped him
''Jaejoong-ah, I don't think it's a good idea to show yourself like this, even to the staff.'' Yuchun took out a napkin and wiped Jae's tears. '' by the way, I accidently heard...is that true?''
''yes.'' screamed Jaejoong and cried on Yuchuns shoulder, who was trying to calm him.
When Jaejoong was ready to come of of the bathroom, he held Yuchun's hand and they both walked to the table where res of the members sat. Oh, except Leader-sshi.
''Where's Yunho?'' JaeJoong asked and stared at the cup of tea which was getting colder and colder, Yunho didn't even drink it.
''I asked him where is he going so fast but he..'' Smirked Changmin
"Told us 'f*ck off' and left without even looking at us.'' laughed Junsu.
Jaejoong couldn't understand what was so funny, He ignored his dongsengs and was about to leave the cafe when Yuchun stopped him again,
'' wait, don't go. Give him some time.''
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Yunho drove home, he parked his car and ran to the hall, where he saw Seunghi comming out of elevator,covering her face with a mask, He quickly ran to her and rudely grabbed her hand to push her back into the elevator, she reacted quickly and turned around so that he almost fell down, he pressed her on the elevator's closed door, he still didn't let go of her hand,
'' it hurts,let go!'' shouted she, People started staring at them even Yunho's stalkers from outside the glass wall could see them,(and hear them - a bit)
''Hurts?What do you know abou the pain, whore?!'' he growled close hi her ear,
''What's wrong with you?!'' Screamed she and tried to slip away but Yunho held her very tigh.
''what are you supposed to do about that..." whispered Yunho, "child. or whatever."
''I'm going to-"
"shhh.." Yunho gave her a sign to talk in a lower tone,so that no one would hear.
''I'm going to abort it, I was going to the hospital right now,'' whispered she, "He told you?!"
Yunho didn't asnwer her.
''hah," She smirked "he told you."
"what ever, I'll take you there, you must solve this before it's too late!" said he angrily, grabbed another hand of hers and made her follow him to the door, where familiar face made him stop.
''Let go of her," Said Jaejoong, looking into Yunho's eyes sharply,
Yunho let go of Seunghi's hand, she ran and stood behind Jaejoong, Leader looked around and faced all the people who stared at them,
" What now? Decided to keep it? huh?" He crossed his hands "get married and be a happy family? Good luck!" He shouted the last words and passed them, Jaejoong tried to stop him, but he avoided him.
Jae and Seunghi stood still, until she asked:
"What does this mean?!"
"You're not going to kill my child..." sighed he and looked away,
"YOUR child?"
"Our...child.'' sighed he again,
"No, Jaejoong, You're absolutely crazy, I am not willing to-"
"Please," He looked right into her eyes,with eyes full of pain,his voice broke "Please, Keep my child. Please," He bit his lip to prevent himself from crying outloud "Don't kill it, Please."
Jaejoong held very heavy tears, which affected his voice but she could hear it clearly,
"Jaejoong-ah, You've already paid for an-"
"F*ck that dirty money I gave for murdering my own child, please,Seunghi-ah, Keep it." One tear slipped out of corner of his eye and fell down right on the floor,near his foot.
Jaejoong made her heart burn in pain, she didn't want a child, but she was not the only parent, That's why Jaejoong also had a right to choose, Well, his choice was meaningless, because if she wouldn't accept his request, he would never go and tell it to media, he wouldn't hold a lawsuit or something, because Jaejoong was a celebrity and he didn't need any scandals about him accidently making someone pregnant. Well, it was her choice, but lawsuit was nothing compared to the feeling that burned her heart right now, She pittied him, This man had no other way to keep his child alive then go and beg her, She cried too.
"I... Don't know." Shouted she and ran back to the elevator, He was about to rana fter her but she added "Don't follow me,"
At least, it gave Jaejoong a little hope that she was not going to kill he child right now, that she would sit and overthing it,at least, she would.
His heart hurt, He got back home, sat in silence, hated himself, cursed himself couple of times, Then, decided to call Yunho, but he didn't pick the phone up, then suddenly, when it was 34th time for Jae calling him -
"Yun-"
"Hello, It's Yunho, I'm quite bussy right now, So leave me a message and I'll call you back, Bye~"
'beep' sound.
"Yunho,it's me, Jaejoong, Please pick up the phone."
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"It's me again, I won't call anymore, call me back when you hear this..um,bye"
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" It's Jaejoong, I'm..sorry,I..ugh."
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"hey, Yunho, answer me please..If you don't want to talk to me, at least send me a text, please?"
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"Yunho" sobbs "I love you!"
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"You hate me,right?!right?! I still love you very much, Please forgive me,"
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"will you attend the practice tomorrow,should I come?"
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"Yunho, This is the last message I ever send you, Heard? well, I really love you and I beg you to forgive me, I'm sorry Yunho, But I won't give up my child, I won't kill it even before it had a chance to live a happy life, How can I take away it's chance? How about you, Yunho? will you give us a chance?"
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Of course Yunho did hear all of this, lying on his bed, in silence. Hot tears coming out of his eyes,he threw his cellphone away and covered his face with a pillow.
Then, He went and picked it, picked it to send a message, he sent a message.
Someone's phone vibrated after recieving it, But this 'someone' was not Kim JaeJoong.
"I swear, If you don't kill that damned misunderstanding, I will ruin your life, You can forget building your career, I will ruin you, I promise, If there is still a bit of kindness and respect left in your heart, Abort it."
Seunghi was drying her hair after the shower when she recieved it, She moved to the nearest hotel right after she talked with jaejoong.Yes,the pity she felt towards Jaejoong was strong, but she was threatened by Yunho. He didn't seem like giving up.
"I hope I will find enought 'kindness and respect' in my heart to kill it :) You shouldn't text me, I've clearly said, I am willing to abort it, but I don't want to hurt your Jaejoong though :) It's easy for me to abort a child , but it's very hard knowing that I hurt Jaejoong by that, You know that he has a right on this child too. You have nothing to do with my career,I have no career, I've got nothing, you've got nothing to ruin."
answered she.
Jaejoong had never felt this much pain, even when Yunho dumped him, This time was different, Yunho really had reasons to leave him. He hurt Yunho, He hurt Seunghi, He hurt his child, He hurt Yuchun... He hurt himself.
He was broken now, and had no one by his side, evenYuchun didn't come to visit him. Suddenly a vibrating sound came to his ears from the table, he opened his eyes and looked at the screen which said ' One New Message'
He quickly grabbed it, his hands trembling. He unblocked his phone so it showed the number, He of course knew the number,
"I'm sorry, I am going to abort it."
Yes, It was message from her. Jaejoong's whole body froze, He blocked the cellphone again, gently put it on the table and went to the kitchen.
For a second..He died. His life felt so useless now.
He grabbed a big kitchen knife and stared on his left wrist.
His child was going to die, because of him. So he could think of nothing else then commiting a suicide to join his child where ever it would be. He gathered all the strength and cut his wrist.
"Agh!" he screamed and closed his eyes, it really hurt, everything covered with blood, as much blood he lost, as dark everything got in his eyes, slowly, he started not to feel his body anymore.
"Jaejoong-ah!" someone shouted from outside, he hardly heard it,for a second the voice woke him up but the dark came again,
"Jaejoong-ah, are you at home?!" He heard again, after couple of loud knocks, he couldn't even feel his face anymore.He knew it was Yuchun, He came after all, he came to talk to him, but Jae couldn't make any sound.
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"ah,He must be somewhere else.." whispered Yuchun to himself and turned with back to leave, he took several steps away, when he heard a weird sound coming out, he heard it clearly as everything was quiet around. It was sound of knife hitting the floor,as Jaejoong couldn't hold it anymore, Yuchun turned to the door and stared, ...
Pairing : YunJae
Genre : Romance, Drama
Rating : PG13
Chapter : 7/13
Author : ellecho
Summary : What could possibly make YunHo break JaeJoong’s heart and leave him in the deep ocean of tears and pain?who could ruin our YunJae couple with just appearing so far? what could it be?“Love,First Love,Love,Pregnancy,Love”
More from Author : Let's forget about separeted TVXQ and pretend nothing happened. In this fan fiction, Our DBSK is not separeted, but they do live in different houses.
Chapter 7
~Jaejoong, You're Absolutely Crazy!~
"you.. what?" Yunho was still smiling but his mouth didn't move at all when he said this, second by second his smile turned creepy
"I am the father of her baby. Me, not you." Jaejoong looked right into Yunho's eyes trying to catch any sign of reaction, but Yunho froze.
Sudden laughter broke the silence, Yunho clapped, His eyes even got teary but Jae didn't feel like laughing at all.
"This was a nice joke, but you could think of better ones!" He put his hand on older man's sholder and didn't stop laughing before he faced Jae's expressionless face. "okay, you don't have to keep that face anymo..re." Yunho slowed his talk once he saw Jaejoong's teary eyes,still, he didn't move.
'' wait,''
Yunho's body trembled. He felt how his shoulders got weak and throat dry. He couldn't breathe properly. He looked down at his shoes, bofe he continued talking.
''how?'' he said in a very deep and seious face, When Jaejoong finally understood that Yunho got it, he didn't hold emotions anymore, he bit his lip and closed his eyes before started talking
''The night I got drunk, in the bar. I drove home with Seunghi, we were drunk... both. The last thing I remember was how I parked my car, but in the morning.." tears ran down on his cheeks "On the morning we woke up together,seems like we did it for real. and then.." his voice shook "then you came and knocked..and I..and I hid her in the closet."
"you hid her in the closet?'' Jaejoong could hear a weak smirk, but Yunho still kept his head down.
''Is that all you heard from what I've just said?!" shouted Jaejoong
'' shut up-" Yunho sighed,
''Damn you, Yunho! I f*ckin' made her pr.."
Jaejoong shut his mouth when the bathroom door opened, They both looked into the door's direction. Yuchun stood there,frozen
''I..." Yuchun's eyes were lost, he didn't know where to look so he looked away, "I'm sorry." He bowed - to Yunho. Leader faced him, smirked quietly, put his hands into pockets and passed by Yuchun hitting his shoulder with his own.
"Yunho-ah, Wait!" Screamed Jaejoong crying and ran to the door where Yuchun immediately stopped him
''Jaejoong-ah, I don't think it's a good idea to show yourself like this, even to the staff.'' Yuchun took out a napkin and wiped Jae's tears. '' by the way, I accidently heard...is that true?''
''yes.'' screamed Jaejoong and cried on Yuchuns shoulder, who was trying to calm him.
When Jaejoong was ready to come of of the bathroom, he held Yuchun's hand and they both walked to the table where res of the members sat. Oh, except Leader-sshi.
''Where's Yunho?'' JaeJoong asked and stared at the cup of tea which was getting colder and colder, Yunho didn't even drink it.
''I asked him where is he going so fast but he..'' Smirked Changmin
"Told us 'f*ck off' and left without even looking at us.'' laughed Junsu.
Jaejoong couldn't understand what was so funny, He ignored his dongsengs and was about to leave the cafe when Yuchun stopped him again,
'' wait, don't go. Give him some time.''
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Yunho drove home, he parked his car and ran to the hall, where he saw Seunghi comming out of elevator,covering her face with a mask, He quickly ran to her and rudely grabbed her hand to push her back into the elevator, she reacted quickly and turned around so that he almost fell down, he pressed her on the elevator's closed door, he still didn't let go of her hand,
'' it hurts,let go!'' shouted she, People started staring at them even Yunho's stalkers from outside the glass wall could see them,(and hear them - a bit)
''Hurts?What do you know abou the pain, whore?!'' he growled close hi her ear,
''What's wrong with you?!'' Screamed she and tried to slip away but Yunho held her very tigh.
''what are you supposed to do about that..." whispered Yunho, "child. or whatever."
''I'm going to-"
"shhh.." Yunho gave her a sign to talk in a lower tone,so that no one would hear.
''I'm going to abort it, I was going to the hospital right now,'' whispered she, "He told you?!"
Yunho didn't asnwer her.
''hah," She smirked "he told you."
"what ever, I'll take you there, you must solve this before it's too late!" said he angrily, grabbed another hand of hers and made her follow him to the door, where familiar face made him stop.
''Let go of her," Said Jaejoong, looking into Yunho's eyes sharply,
Yunho let go of Seunghi's hand, she ran and stood behind Jaejoong, Leader looked around and faced all the people who stared at them,
" What now? Decided to keep it? huh?" He crossed his hands "get married and be a happy family? Good luck!" He shouted the last words and passed them, Jaejoong tried to stop him, but he avoided him.
Jae and Seunghi stood still, until she asked:
"What does this mean?!"
"You're not going to kill my child..." sighed he and looked away,
"YOUR child?"
"Our...child.'' sighed he again,
"No, Jaejoong, You're absolutely crazy, I am not willing to-"
"Please," He looked right into her eyes,with eyes full of pain,his voice broke "Please, Keep my child. Please," He bit his lip to prevent himself from crying outloud "Don't kill it, Please."
Jaejoong held very heavy tears, which affected his voice but she could hear it clearly,
"Jaejoong-ah, You've already paid for an-"
"F*ck that dirty money I gave for murdering my own child, please,Seunghi-ah, Keep it." One tear slipped out of corner of his eye and fell down right on the floor,near his foot.
Jaejoong made her heart burn in pain, she didn't want a child, but she was not the only parent, That's why Jaejoong also had a right to choose, Well, his choice was meaningless, because if she wouldn't accept his request, he would never go and tell it to media, he wouldn't hold a lawsuit or something, because Jaejoong was a celebrity and he didn't need any scandals about him accidently making someone pregnant. Well, it was her choice, but lawsuit was nothing compared to the feeling that burned her heart right now, She pittied him, This man had no other way to keep his child alive then go and beg her, She cried too.
"I... Don't know." Shouted she and ran back to the elevator, He was about to rana fter her but she added "Don't follow me,"
At least, it gave Jaejoong a little hope that she was not going to kill he child right now, that she would sit and overthing it,at least, she would.
His heart hurt, He got back home, sat in silence, hated himself, cursed himself couple of times, Then, decided to call Yunho, but he didn't pick the phone up, then suddenly, when it was 34th time for Jae calling him -
"Yun-"
"Hello, It's Yunho, I'm quite bussy right now, So leave me a message and I'll call you back, Bye~"
'beep' sound.
"Yunho,it's me, Jaejoong, Please pick up the phone."
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"It's me again, I won't call anymore, call me back when you hear this..um,bye"
___________
" It's Jaejoong, I'm..sorry,I..ugh."
___________
"hey, Yunho, answer me please..If you don't want to talk to me, at least send me a text, please?"
___________
"Yunho" sobbs "I love you!"
___________
"You hate me,right?!right?! I still love you very much, Please forgive me,"
___________
"will you attend the practice tomorrow,should I come?"
___________
"Yunho, This is the last message I ever send you, Heard? well, I really love you and I beg you to forgive me, I'm sorry Yunho, But I won't give up my child, I won't kill it even before it had a chance to live a happy life, How can I take away it's chance? How about you, Yunho? will you give us a chance?"
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Of course Yunho did hear all of this, lying on his bed, in silence. Hot tears coming out of his eyes,he threw his cellphone away and covered his face with a pillow.
Then, He went and picked it, picked it to send a message, he sent a message.
Someone's phone vibrated after recieving it, But this 'someone' was not Kim JaeJoong.
"I swear, If you don't kill that damned misunderstanding, I will ruin your life, You can forget building your career, I will ruin you, I promise, If there is still a bit of kindness and respect left in your heart, Abort it."
Seunghi was drying her hair after the shower when she recieved it, She moved to the nearest hotel right after she talked with jaejoong.Yes,the pity she felt towards Jaejoong was strong, but she was threatened by Yunho. He didn't seem like giving up.
"I hope I will find enought 'kindness and respect' in my heart to kill it :) You shouldn't text me, I've clearly said, I am willing to abort it, but I don't want to hurt your Jaejoong though :) It's easy for me to abort a child , but it's very hard knowing that I hurt Jaejoong by that, You know that he has a right on this child too. You have nothing to do with my career,I have no career, I've got nothing, you've got nothing to ruin."
answered she.
Jaejoong had never felt this much pain, even when Yunho dumped him, This time was different, Yunho really had reasons to leave him. He hurt Yunho, He hurt Seunghi, He hurt his child, He hurt Yuchun... He hurt himself.
He was broken now, and had no one by his side, evenYuchun didn't come to visit him. Suddenly a vibrating sound came to his ears from the table, he opened his eyes and looked at the screen which said ' One New Message'
He quickly grabbed it, his hands trembling. He unblocked his phone so it showed the number, He of course knew the number,
"I'm sorry, I am going to abort it."
Yes, It was message from her. Jaejoong's whole body froze, He blocked the cellphone again, gently put it on the table and went to the kitchen.
For a second..He died. His life felt so useless now.
He grabbed a big kitchen knife and stared on his left wrist.
His child was going to die, because of him. So he could think of nothing else then commiting a suicide to join his child where ever it would be. He gathered all the strength and cut his wrist.
"Agh!" he screamed and closed his eyes, it really hurt, everything covered with blood, as much blood he lost, as dark everything got in his eyes, slowly, he started not to feel his body anymore.
"Jaejoong-ah!" someone shouted from outside, he hardly heard it,for a second the voice woke him up but the dark came again,
"Jaejoong-ah, are you at home?!" He heard again, after couple of loud knocks, he couldn't even feel his face anymore.He knew it was Yuchun, He came after all, he came to talk to him, but Jae couldn't make any sound.
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"ah,He must be somewhere else.." whispered Yuchun to himself and turned with back to leave, he took several steps away, when he heard a weird sound coming out, he heard it clearly as everything was quiet around. It was sound of knife hitting the floor,as Jaejoong couldn't hold it anymore, Yuchun turned to the door and stared, ...