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so i'll be changing my journal for a while as usual,
so don't be freaked out because it looks different or something. im trying to figure out what layout i like and everything. all of this stuff gets me confused. oh well. it's fun. i also got different userpic's so that makes me happy.
oh and my doctor (her name is linsey i babysit for her)
is going to call me today to discuss what kind of antidepressant i should get. after i went to shelly's me and mom had a talk(she has been talking about antidepressants for a really long time) and so i guess we are going to try them out. i really don't know about it. it feels like cheating to me. like if im having a problem i should fix it myself or something. my mom always get fustrated with me because i don't like to take medicine for some stupid stubborn reason. like i should just push through the pain or whatever myself. hee hee. boy that sounds so retarded. okay soooo today cait has a birthday party to go to and since we have no money right now my mom wrapped up a new bottle of lotion and body spray that we bought last week. i feel uber bad about it because she liked it a lot (thats why she bought it) and she is giving it away to cait's friend who she doesn't even like
caits friends are snotts. i have a little bit of money and i could probably buy one (i don't have much) but i don't know how to drive to bath abd body works to buy it. i love my mom a ton and i feel really bad for her. i wish we wern't such a burden on her!!!
so cait will come home in the afternoon and then i have to walk her to her friend's house who lives at th bottom of the steepest hill in longmont. holy cow that sucker is steep! and i have to get her in the morning. lots of fun!! *__* i really don't wanna do it
tomorow is our garage sale....i hate thoese too
oy.
so don't be freaked out because it looks different or something. im trying to figure out what layout i like and everything. all of this stuff gets me confused. oh well. it's fun. i also got different userpic's so that makes me happy.
oh and my doctor (her name is linsey i babysit for her)
is going to call me today to discuss what kind of antidepressant i should get. after i went to shelly's me and mom had a talk(she has been talking about antidepressants for a really long time) and so i guess we are going to try them out. i really don't know about it. it feels like cheating to me. like if im having a problem i should fix it myself or something. my mom always get fustrated with me because i don't like to take medicine for some stupid stubborn reason. like i should just push through the pain or whatever myself. hee hee. boy that sounds so retarded. okay soooo today cait has a birthday party to go to and since we have no money right now my mom wrapped up a new bottle of lotion and body spray that we bought last week. i feel uber bad about it because she liked it a lot (thats why she bought it) and she is giving it away to cait's friend who she doesn't even like
caits friends are snotts. i have a little bit of money and i could probably buy one (i don't have much) but i don't know how to drive to bath abd body works to buy it. i love my mom a ton and i feel really bad for her. i wish we wern't such a burden on her!!!
so cait will come home in the afternoon and then i have to walk her to her friend's house who lives at th bottom of the steepest hill in longmont. holy cow that sucker is steep! and i have to get her in the morning. lots of fun!! *__* i really don't wanna do it
tomorow is our garage sale....i hate thoese too
oy.