heres to mr. felony

Apr 03, 2006 18:12

you
drive me BONKERS!!!
you are that one lipstick i can never find when i need it...want it...or look at it...
that all-in-one miracle wonder on my lips...
the only one that glides pigment on...moisturizes some...and makes me wanna umm...okay
never thought i could miss it soo much...
but why is it after incessantly obsessing about my empty situation...
i just forget about it...
not delete it...
just forget about it...
conquering my instant gratifications...
with so-called substitutions
for my everyday occasion, my going out occasion, my movie nite occasion, my naughty girl occasion, my community service occasion...
having bouquets of endless arrangements with accountable assortments of colors...
and at that moment of subtle contentment noticing that i can mix and match....
i dive into the basket full of various shapes, shades, textures, tubes of color...
frantically searching, creating, pretending...
and there it was...
lurking around waiting to be noticed once more...
but admist the mayhem of delusions forgot about its characteristics...
it being multi-faceted with prismatic personality screaming FUN and EXCITING yet grounded and classic...
it being the only thing that makes me shine soo bright
i just glow...
but realize too slow...
because i cant find it anymore...
it has yet again disappeared into the shadows of the replacements...
this cycle drives me BONKERS!!!
perhaps i shall set it aside nearby for future usage...
perhaps i should even clear higher security levels to my jean pocket...
perhaps it could even be part of my "top 8" list of cosmetics...
but why is it just forgotten
and nothin done to resovle it???
its that spring cleaning time again for this year...
we're already an hour ahead on schedule...
im cleaning out my lipstick basket and i see it again...
but this time my mind only prompts this message...
"(first love) ARE YOU SURE YOU WOULD LIKE TO DELETE THIS ENTRY?>YES//>NO"

oh poo i think the cookies finally metabolized...haha...
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