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So where have i been the last few days. To sit here and try to think of everything iv done is like.. trying to do math in vilardi's class.. its just doesnt flow right. Umm Firday night was ashleys birthday!...We had a good time..LoL Stage Dancing!! LMAO.. Spent alot of time with the boyfriend.. Which is allways a good thing..:)...worked yesterday and today at the wonderful bakers square , which come on working at THE bakers square is absolutely breath taking. Sat me and brand hung out went and visited my brother joshy at the frat house,,, It turns out josh had big plans for his night.. SO i helped him pick up his room and make it smell better... allthought his roomate farts constantly so it was sort of impossible .LoL... Then i dunno today a reallysad event occured... Just thinking about it makes me smile. The teal mobile is temporarly out of service... It over heated 3 times the past two days, shich cdannot be good for a 93 car....
anyways on to other good and important things.
Oh brandon might get hooked up with this band. Wayward.? i belive. They need a vocalist/ screamer, he fits that descrip. well...So thats a plus for my love.
Umm on a quit serious level, lately my emotions have been messed up. Iv been very ...how do i say this.. weird.... and i dont totally understand whats up ?.. I try so hard to figure it out without dragging others down with me.. but.. i dont know... im just incapable of figuring it out. i have so so so many good things going in my life i cant come to reason with myself on why i would feel this way. I just look around at everyone and everyone seems so happy with where they are in there lifes and im like..HEY... what the hells going on here. Like i dont know what i plan on doing after highschool... where im gonna go to college..what i wanna do .. just so many things iv pushed aside that i really wish i could have handled before. I mean i guss alot of other people wait till even more last minute. I guess i just didnt wanna be one of "those people"..I need to get focused and stop procrastinating...i guess right?
The past happened,Right? and there's no way to change it!!. I for one have learned that and totally faced it head on.Learn from your mistakes. you make em for reasons .They snap you back into reality.Everyone can be happy, too. I need to be telling my self this instead of preaching it.i'm not saying everyone has a picture perfect life, at all but most of my friends should know how good they have it. i know it's very cliche to say "look at so-and-so he's disabled, he's poor..."blah blah etc. but it's the truth. instead of putting so much effort into looking at all these awful horrible things, why not put all that effort into looking at the wonderful things?( i got this from my baby hes wonderful hes my life and heart!) so your boyfriend broke up with you - yeah, it sucks. heartbreak no matter how small hurts bad. but look at it like this, if you guys are meant to be together, you will be.I found that out through heartache and if you're not, at least you're not wasting your time on that douchebag anymore anyway.right! take the good in with the bad. good things usually come out of bad things. it's really hard to look at it that way, but i guess if you do im sure in the end you will be a much happier person.
Its late now im tired and have to use my la telephono.Night
you might be sick, but you feel alright to me."
anyways on to other good and important things.
Oh brandon might get hooked up with this band. Wayward.? i belive. They need a vocalist/ screamer, he fits that descrip. well...So thats a plus for my love.
Umm on a quit serious level, lately my emotions have been messed up. Iv been very ...how do i say this.. weird.... and i dont totally understand whats up ?.. I try so hard to figure it out without dragging others down with me.. but.. i dont know... im just incapable of figuring it out. i have so so so many good things going in my life i cant come to reason with myself on why i would feel this way. I just look around at everyone and everyone seems so happy with where they are in there lifes and im like..HEY... what the hells going on here. Like i dont know what i plan on doing after highschool... where im gonna go to college..what i wanna do .. just so many things iv pushed aside that i really wish i could have handled before. I mean i guss alot of other people wait till even more last minute. I guess i just didnt wanna be one of "those people"..I need to get focused and stop procrastinating...i guess right?
The past happened,Right? and there's no way to change it!!. I for one have learned that and totally faced it head on.Learn from your mistakes. you make em for reasons .They snap you back into reality.Everyone can be happy, too. I need to be telling my self this instead of preaching it.i'm not saying everyone has a picture perfect life, at all but most of my friends should know how good they have it. i know it's very cliche to say "look at so-and-so he's disabled, he's poor..."blah blah etc. but it's the truth. instead of putting so much effort into looking at all these awful horrible things, why not put all that effort into looking at the wonderful things?( i got this from my baby hes wonderful hes my life and heart!) so your boyfriend broke up with you - yeah, it sucks. heartbreak no matter how small hurts bad. but look at it like this, if you guys are meant to be together, you will be.I found that out through heartache and if you're not, at least you're not wasting your time on that douchebag anymore anyway.right! take the good in with the bad. good things usually come out of bad things. it's really hard to look at it that way, but i guess if you do im sure in the end you will be a much happier person.
Its late now im tired and have to use my la telephono.Night
you might be sick, but you feel alright to me."